Are you ready to reveal your healthy self for spring? This month we’re looking at the states of mind and the NSOL remedies we prescribe for your timeline events, and also in your Emotional Support Droppers you receive at your initial consultation. In the sound principles of Heilkunst, the diagnosis is wholly linked directly to the cure. The letters stand for the homeopathic remedies Natrum Muriaticum, Staphysagria, Opium, and Lachesis, which correspond directly to states of grief, anger, fear and guilt (shame and resentment).
In allopathic medicine you might be prescribed an antidepressant for the emotional states above, which actually is antithetical to cure. Anti literally means “against” – the depressant being suppressive as opposed to curative. If you take the allopathic (literally “other suffering”) drug away, the symptoms are still underneath. In effect, you now have two diseases; the original disease and now the Iatrogenic (Pharma induced disease) one too.
Spring is a wonderful time to detox both physically and emotionally using homeopathics (literally “similar suffering”). What’s been long buried under the snow or through suppression can now be revealed in the light of day and cleansed, as the warmth of the sun holds us through our process. It’s a coming out party to your authentic self! The resources of herbs return to grow in the long dormant earth, renewed with vigour and nourishment to cleanse our organs of toxicity and anger.
Depending on your specific needs, we can design a physical and emotional cleanse that is just right for you. It has very little to do with the return of bikini season and more about your integrity of spirit housed in your healthy, whole body. We’re ready when you are!
*Please note that John’s mom brought him in for treatment of autism related issues 19 months ago.
“I just had to share this picture of John this morning. He is in shorts with buttons that he hasn’t been in over two years and he likes to have his hair done and spiked with gel which previously was also a huge sensory issue. This is a little boy who would never look at the camera and didn’t have many words prior to Dr. Ally’s care. Thanks again!!!! We have come a long way in two years. I look forward to watch him change and progress. I will be forever grateful to your clinic for this! Here’s to another successful school year and another year with Arcanum!”
This is a testimonial e-mail sent by a Mom whose son, Alexandre, was non verbal 3 months prior at the onset of Heilkunst treatment.
Date: Fri, Mar 8, 2013 at 9:19 AM Subject: Progress report To: “email@example.com”
I am so over the moon with everything that has been accomplished with Alexandre and myself. The changes in me have been smaller but I have not woken with lower back pain since our visit, we are eating much healthier, not 100% there yet, but progress in being made. I am craving water and drink 2-3 large cups at work (holds 16oz/cup) and 3 or more at night as well. I feel more awakened to the small things and I am playing more with my babies, which is wonderful!
As for Alexandre, his progress is phenomenal!!!! I attached a couple pictures of what he has done to surprise me. He did both without my assistance, AMAZING! He is far more verbal and seems to be opening more and more each day. He repeats everything, or at least attempts to, he is singing, and laughing so much. I was almost in tears last night, making a healthy supper of Quinoa, broccoli and cauliflower and chicken and my children were laughing and playing with each other. Usually Alex would be doing his own thing not paying any attention to (his sister) at all.
You have made such a change in our family is such a short span of time. I am so excited to come and see you again on the 26th. All of these changes have made our family energy so fun and positive. You have even made (my husband) into a believer. Thank you so much, you are truly our miracle worker.
I have given your name to so many people and I believe that my (relatives) will be in touch to seek treatment. You will love them both. I have told them that I think you can help them, I have complete faith in your abilities and I am your biggest fan!
I know you went to see my Aunt too, I’m hopeful that she’ll welcome your treatment and at least be able to have her remaining time be quality time.
Again thank you from the bottom of my heart! Alex and I will see you on the 26th!!!!! Can’t wait.
If you really set out to study the principles of Vitamin K, you realize that it actually is not a blood coagulant in and of itself. While it can be a catalyst to promoting healthy blood clotting, there are other factors also at play that prevent our brains from bleeding out our ears.
As Mommypotamus Blogger writes, ““K” IS FOR KOAGULATION!
Vitamin K is a fat-soluble vitamin that derives it’s name from the German word “koagulation.” As you’ve probably guessed, that’s because it’s essential for helping blood clot appropriately when needed.
In newborns, adequate Vitamin K levels are needed to prevent Vitamin K Deficiency Bleeding (VKDB), a rare but life-threatening condition that cause cause uncontrolled bleeding, sometimes into the brain.
Vitamin K is important aspect in any human being’s diet, including, the pregnant mother but so is Vitamin C, B, D, E and Iron. A deficiency, though, in Vitamin K as per Dr. Mercola can show up more specifically as:
Early onset: Within the first day of life. Early VKDB is exceedingly rare, and is typically related to medicines used by the mother that inhibit vitamin K activity
Classic: Within the first week of life. This is the most common form, occurring in 0.25-1.5 percent of infants who have not received vitamin K at birth
Late onset: From the second week of life up to six months of age. Occurs in 5-7 out of every 100,000 infants not given prophylactic vitamin K, and is indicative of inadequate intake of vitamin K, malabsorption issues, and/or impaired utilization due to an underlying liver disorder
We believe that there are safer, non-invasive and more effective ways to preventing VKDB in an infant. With any supplement, it is important to note that we are all individuals, “Little Maverick” may not need the same amount of vitamin K as “Little Meadow.” The amount injected at birth by the allopaths is twenty thousand (20,000) times more than what the newborn’s typical levels are!
You might want to read that last line again. The paradox continues as conventional medicine constantly warns against the toxic effect of megadosing with synthetic vitamins and yet, it is conferring precisely what it preaches against on a babe just hours old in it’s most fragile state of being.
Another thing that isn’t mentioned, unless you read the package insert on the vaccine, is that the Vitamin K shot contains aluminum. You probably know that aluminum is a known neurotoxin linked to Alzheimer’s, Autism and very severe gut dysbiosis including constipation. You can also add to this toxic cocktail a heavy load of preservatives such as polysorbate 80 (aka Tween 80 with it’s estrogen effects that keeps a population sweet, subdued and emasculated) and propylene glycol which you can also use to fill your car with window washer fluid as it is the same thing.
In fact, my own son Jordan, was hospitalized 7 times for chronic constipation so severe that he was given dozens of milk and molasses enemas and even once put under general anesthetic for impacted stool so severe, they had to dig it out of him manually. He screamed with severe gut pains for 4.5 years, would not eat, with significant black circles under his eyes and a profoundly distended gut. The head of gastroenterology at the Children’s Hospital suggested putting him on Lansoyl, a stool softener, “as some boys just seem to suffer like this.” I invited him to come and live our nightmare in our home for a week.
Aluminum poisoning as it relates to constipation appears like this:
Hard, infrequent and scanty stool with obstruction of the abdomen. The pain is up higher in the intestines and when the stool is finally emitted, it is covered in mucus/slimy matter and looks like small stems of pipe. The person will generally continue to suffer cramping and discomfort even while emitting the stool.
As explained by Dr. Natasha Campbell-McBride, the introduction of toxins in combination with poor gut flora (which is a problem that affects a great number of infants born these days) can lead to developmental problems. It doesn’t matter where these toxins come from—ideally, you’d want to avoid exposing your infant to any.
It is important to note that infants naturally and universally are born with low levels of vitamin K in their bodies. Isn’t it right to assume that “The Wisdom” (with a capital “W”) buried innately in us, the most profoundly advanced organism on the planet, might just be intended to arrive this way? We don’t seem to be short on any other luggage when we arrive at the gate of birth!
The truth is that we don’t wholly know. But is that grounds for shoving a needle into a baby’s foot and administering a substance not know for it’s efficacy with 20,000 more units than God himself put under our manifold?! Especially when the odds are so low that VKDB could happen to your child and that healthy sources of Vitamin K can safely be provided to Mom during pregnancy.
Those at risk of Vitamin K Deficiency as per “Mommypotamus” are thought to be:
Breastfeeding Moms – More on this below.
Those on Medications during pregnancy, Including Antibiotics – As mentioned above in the section on early VKDB, “Antibiotics, particularly a class known as cephalosporins, reduce the absorption of vitamin K in the body. Long-term use (more than 10 days) of antibiotics may result in vitamin K deficiency because these drugs kill not only harmful bacteria but also beneficial, vitamin K-activating bacteria. This is most likely to occur in people who already have low levels of vitamin K or are at risk for deficiency (such as those who are malnourished, elderly, or taking warfarin). Other medications can also interfere with Vitamin K’s capacity to help the process of coagulation.
Certain Health Conditions – If baby has undiagnosed cholestasis (liver problems), diarrhea, hepatitis, cystic fibrosis (CF), celiac disease, or alpha – 1-antitrypsin deficiency, or a genetic variation affecting Vitamin K absorption, they may be at increased risk for VKDB.
Other factors are preterm delivery, low birth weight, and possibly traumatic delivery. Antibiotics given to a newborn may also affect their ability to generate Vitamin K2 within their digestive tract.
Dr. Mercola cites that Synthetic Vitamin K Injection Is Not Risk-Free as Claimed:
“As noted in a 2001 article in Pediatric Pharmacotherapy, the standard practice in the US is to administer an intra-muscular injection of 0.5-1 milligram (mg) of phytonadione within one hour of birth. Phytonadione is a fat-soluble synthetic vitamin K1 analog.
Ironically, the phytonadione drug insert warns that it can cause severe, sometimes fatal, allergic reactions when injected into a muscle or vein, and is ideally taken by mouth or injected under the skin. Signs of an allergic reaction include hives, trouble breathing, swelling of the face, lips, tongue, or throat.
One recent PLOS ONE study looking into this issue found that allergic reactions appear to be linked to the preservatives in the vitamin K1 injection:
“[S]erious anaphylaxis-like symptoms appeared in beagle dogs after the administration of vitamin K1 injection for the first time. The plasma histamine concentration increased, and blood pressure decreased sharply. After sensitization, dogs were challenged with vitamin K1 injection and displayed the same degree of symptoms as prior to sensitization. However, when the vitamin K1 injection-sensitized dogs were challenged with a vitamin K1-fat emulsion without solubilizers such as Tween-80, the abnormal reactions did not occur…
Our results indicate that the adverse reaction induced by vitamin K1 injection is an anaphylactoid reaction, not anaphylaxis. Vitamin K1 injection induces the release of inflammatory factors via a non-IgE-mediated immune pathway, for which the trigger may be the solubilizer.”
Even more ironic, pregnant women are warned that it is not known whether taking phytonadione might harm their baby if taken during pregnancy or while breast feeding. The recommended daily allowance (RDA) for infants 0-6 months is 2 micrograms (mcg) per day, so they are receiving a dose that is 5,000 times the RDA.
The RDA for adult women is 90 mcg/day. If you’re an adult suffering minor bleeding due to warfarin use, a one-time dose of 2.5-5 mg is recommended. If an adult overdoses on phytonadione, they’re advised to call Poison Control. And yet newborn babies are given a 1 mg injection whether they in need of it or not. This is a highly irrational approach anyway you look at it. It’s simply not supported by the science in any way shape or form.”
So why is it cited that Mom’s who breastfeed may be at higher risk for Vitamin K deficiency? Mommypotamus does a great job describing why this is:
“But WHY is breast milk low in Vitamin K, and is this true for ALL women?
Ahhh, that’s where things get interesting. When Dr. Weston A. Price studied the diets of traditional cultures, he discovered what he called “Activator X,” which was found in the special foods “given to pregnant and lactating women, as well as to the maturing boys and girls, in preparation for future parenthood. Dr. Price found these foods to be very rich in fat soluble vitamins A, vitamin D and Activator X —nutrients found only in animal fats.” After 60+ years of searching, it was discovered that “Activator X” is Vitamin K2.
Interestingly, “When Dr. Price analyzed the foods used by isolated primitive peoples he found that they provided at least four times the calcium and other minerals, and at least TEN times the fat-soluble vitamins from animal foods such as butter, fish eggs, shellfish and organ meats.” In other words, their Vitamin K intake was probably at least ten times higher than ours. Given how much the modern diet has eroded, it’s probably more now.
Why did these cultures emphasize dietary K2 during pre-pregnancy, pregnancy, and breastfeeding? There are probably a lot of reasons, but one of them may have been its effect on VKDB.
How can you up your natural sources of Vitamin K? Eat a varied, organic, whole and 80% raw diet making sure that you get lots of good fats that are resonant to you blood type (See Dr. D’Adamo’s Book, “Eat Right For Your Type”) and eat lots of greens. Here’s a list of vegetables and fruits that are high in Vitamin K as per “Healthalisciousness” by percentage per tablespoon:
Basil (I love Pesto!)(107%), Dried Sage & Dried Thyme (107%), Fresh Parsley (82%), Dried Coriander (Cilantro) & Dried Parsley (34%), Dried Marjoram (16%), Fresh Basil (13%), and Fresh Chives
So even before you conceive that brand new baby of yours, do your due diligence on issues of vaccination. It is critical that you are properly apprised of the risks and that you prepare your body to carry and deliver a baby as health as she/he can be. Your decisions, now, can affect the health of another human being for the whole of their lives.
I recall back in the 3rd year of medical school at the Hahnemann College for Heilkunst this discussion being raised in class. We talked about how diseases of a microbiological nature are naturally declining. How many of your peers or family members have suffering recently from Cholera or Scarlet Fever? Even Cancer is on a 25% lessing trajectory and with less that 3% therapeutic efficacy in conventional medicine, this certainly is not due to Surgery, Chemotherapy or Radiation.
Autism will become the scourge of our modern times. It is a condition of a lack of a healthy ontic (ontological, individuality or sense of one’s self) and on the biological level, physical and emotional armouring. There is a reason that Autism is coming up on the tail end of Cancer, a disease so prevalent in the 60’s and 70’s. That is because many of these babes are being born to professional mothers who’ve been subjected not only to a whole host of environmental toxicity, vaccines, mercury fillings and expectations to be as intellectually adept by matching their male counterparts a full 50% in global boardrooms.
However, this all is coming at a cost. Our Autistic children are being born to mothers bourn out of of the state of mind of cancer. They’re mostly armoured in their natural functioning and unfoldment, they rescue others to the exclusion of themselves and suffering feelings of the un-lived life. This is the definition for the state of mind of Cancer and they are prey to the education system and the corporate infrastructure needing a false authority to tell them what to do. I know, because they attempt to put me on the same pedestal.
“Supplemental Feeding” by Edwin & Kelly Tofslie https://flic.kr/p/mA8wb
No, I’m not saying that stay at home Moms are preferable to working Moms for raising our babies. The intellect will attempt to categorize what I’m saying here with big wad of guilt and a knee jerk reflective desire to distill the whole phenomenon down to the simplest terms. It doesn’t work like that. We can’t fix this phenomenon without the proper rumination or consideration. It’s precisely THIS way of intellectualizing that is part of the problem. The intellect despises phenomenology as it prefers unidimensional thinking.
What I am saying is that we’re transitioning more and more into intellectual automatons which is leaving our wombs and bubba-kins bereft of feeling, love, grace, ease, naturalness, surrender and the capacity for true wisdom properly ensouled and incarnated in our physical bodies. We’ve lost much of our inherent ataraxia and it is impacting on the health of our children.
Our babes are being ravaged as a side-line project, an intellectual side-bar, because most people seems to “think” that they should spawn at least one child. It is part of the social construct, an offshoot of our armoured beliefs, it is something we just do. Isn’t it?! We’ve lost much of the modus operandi to want to wholly realize a love so profound with our parter that we’re overflowing with generosity and feeling by extending this to another human being for the whole of their childhood and beyond. We’re having children and then resenting parenting them so we give them to others to parent and educate them for us.
“Amelia and Reese Terrorizing the Village by Donnie Ray Jones https://flic.kr/p/qqEUX1
I once served a female Lawyer who clearly never loved her husband in that luscious, full throttle kind of orgastic way, and had really used him as a donor to spawn a son and daughter. Her hate for him and her circumstances was palatable. Her focus was on fixing her children in a loveless marriage. She even slept with the kids and never him! Can you imagine?! It was sad and pathetic and frustrating for all involved, including me, as the practitioner.
You can have the greatest regimen and throw remedies at a situation like that, but until the individual chooses love and resonance, that broken wheel is never going to turn out right, and neither are the kids. I’ve written another article on why love and intimacy are critical for the health and well-being of our children, regardless of whether they’re in the spectrum or not here.
We’re, sadly, seeing giving birth more as an intellectual milestone of achieving just one more more rung in the accomplishment factory of our driven natures through false expectations. Add to that state of mind, or lack thereof, our Genetics, toxic loads in the way of GMO’s, vaccines, DNA complications, circumcision, mental anguish, and intellectual robotics and you have a dynamic recipe for creating a child suffering ASD issues; vaccinated or not!
We’ve forgotten how to simply be, postured more as widgets to false authority and the expectations of others than on fulfilling our own true desire programs through love and a full embodied sense of our individual selves, which can at times include love for another human being, but not necessarily. I know plenty of women, and men too, who ignore their artistic or musical abilities for a law or medical degree instead, but try a side order of parent-hood with disastrous consequences. We diminish the wisdom in the arts (or other more personal fulfillments) and herald the capacity to sort intellectually in the most mechanistic and materialistic of ways.
“Tears” by Thomas Leuthard https://flic.kr/p/dkvRJ9
Years ago, I served a writer Mom of two autistic boys (a rare case of non-vaxxed children) who made herself go to University for Pharmacy, working dispensing pills while wearing her Birkenstocks. She was a full-fledged granola Momma, working a socially expected paradigm that was totally incongruent with her values. She wasn’t even close enough to the cash register to guide patients to the more resonant Homeopathic Medicines that she loved and used at home; her true personal preference as she hated Big Pharma and pill pushing Doctors. She lived from a state of utter incongruence and she had the symptoms to prove it. She wrote poetry on her off-hours while totally exhausted from 12 hour shifts. She despised her life and believed that she must settle for her present existence in order to clothe and feed her sons. Her husband was an artist too.
By systematically procreating, without an ensouled thought for the outcome of this choice we starve our babes of a becoming functionally whole. This is why, as a function of evolution, we’re seeing less diseases of the physical body like Cholera and more conditions related to our armoured beliefs, minds, spirit devoid of a true embodied wisdom. Spiritual diseases like Autism, Schizophrenia and drug abuse (recreational and pharmaceuticals) are on the rise. The trajectory indicates that ASD (Autism Spectrum Disorders) will become epidemic. At the time of this writing 1 in 45 children will be diagnosed as Autistic.
I know this phenomenon to be true, I suffered this dynamic myself and I wrote a book, entitled, “The Path To Cure; The Whole Art of Healing Autism” for the same reasons I’ve cited above. In the book, I cite my own son’s exodus from the Autism Spectrum due to Heilkunst treatment, but not to the exclusion of my former gestures of feeling prey to the expectations of others. I was a broken, bereft automaton educated by a traditional University and working in public enterprise that did not give a rat’s hiney whether I ever had an individual thought in my head or not.
I was a Financial Advisor working for government with a dental plan and a pension, an armoured cog in a very big unfeeling wheel. I was a widget, a contrivance of cloned cyborgs, working in 8 X 12 blue felt cubicles next to other cyborgs. I hated it and my armoured hate produced a replicate of my intellectual stimming, a babe, who mimicked my chronic fears and anxieties devoid of speech with chronic rocking back and forth with little eye contact. Are you starting to feel the connection? Jordan had no way of being cured until I addressed the lack of connection to my true essential self … the false ego had to go!
“Who’s the parent here?” There is childish behaviour by the adults going on around them, resulting in the individual’s feeling unprotected and vulnerable to invasive influences. In particular, the child is likely to be responding to their mother’s situation, feelings, and disrupted functioning. There is an experience of being helpless to cope with their situation, and it indicates that their emotional needs are not being met. They feel like they and their needs are being relegated to the back burner, and that they are being pushed aside by their family (mother in particular). It undermines their immune system and their ability to take care of themselves. It arises when the adults are more concerned about their own immediate comforts and convenience than they are about the welfare of the child, or when they operate with beliefs that teach the child that the child or they don’t have what it takes for the child to be perfectly safe and healthy.
“Out there.” They are an autistic or schizophrenic who is incapable of dealing with the demands of life. They live in constant fearfulness and overwhelm experiences. It is a “re-evaluation” of their life purpose, in which the essence processes the last several lives while not being in a position where they have to take care of themselves or anything else. Whatever family and/or genetic processes were involved in the precipitation of the disorder were part of the destiny design.
“Feeling-phobia.” They were so devastatingly but super-subtly trained to avoid awareness of the emotions as a child that it has resulted in a breakdown of the physical system for doing so. They come from a severely denial-dominated and or repressive dysfunctional family in which any contact with what people were really feeling would have resulted in a calamitous collapse of the whole family.
Here’s a video based on Wilhelm Reich’s book, “Children Of The Future” that may explain the gist of this article an how we produce, and alternatively prevent, armouring and gestures of Autism more clearly:
In summation, the microbiological diseases were designed to furnish the physical and etheric bodies with enough challenges to help along their incarnate capacities for this next phase of evolution. We’re at the precipice of fully integrating the self, our ontic organization (as per Rudolf Steiner), or individuality. Think iPhone, iPad, iMovie, etc. Perhaps you’ll also find it interesting that Autistic children generally demand an iEducation based on individual mentorship rather than conforming to the expectation of a one size fits all educational approach most of us were subjected to.
“Start ’em Young” by JL! https://flic.kr/p/37iZdB
We used to all more or less do the same thing in the post industrial age, working in offices, wearing the same suits. Now we’re striving for autonomy and sovereignty. The challenge, now, becomes ontological and the condition most associated with this task is Autism. It is said that we’re all in the spectrum to a degree. The genetic miasms most associated with Autism are Syphilis and Lyme which, as mentioned prior follows on the heels of Cancer as per timeline treatment under the Heilkunst umbrella of protocol.
If you’re looking for additional resources, regarding this whole phenomenon, I wrote a second book on this topic entitled, “Unfolding The Essential Self; From Rage to Orgastic Potency.” It is my Postgraduate Thesis and also a culmination of my own personal functional purpose. I’ve spent the latter 20 years working to unravel the mess that society, my diseases, armouring and my unwitting familial construct hemmed me into. Perhaps you too are ready to take the blue pill and step out of The Matrix too.
Trinity: Neo… nobody has ever done this before.
Neo: I know. That’s why it’s going to work.
Reclaiming Our Health by John Robbins: http://www.amazon.com/Reclaiming-Our-Health-Exploding-Embracing/dp/0915811804
CDC survey: 1 in 45 children have autism: http://www.upi.com/Health_News/2015/11/13/CDC-survey-1-in-45-children-have-autism/4131447426941/
Thinking, Feeling and Willing. The Threefold Human Being. Sophia Institute: http://www.sophiainstitute.us/blog/thinking-feeling-and-willing-the-threefold-human-being
The Study of Man by Rudolf Steiner: http://wn.rsarchive.org/Lectures/GA293/English/RSP1966/StuMan_index.html
Messages From the Body by Michael J., Lincoln: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XjBIDGCY7yE
Children Of The Future By Wilhelm Reich: http://www.amazon.com/Children-Future-Prevention-Sexual-Pathology/dp/0374518467
Unfolding The Essential Self; From Rage to Orgastic Potency by Allyson McQuinn: http://arcanum.ca/unfolding
There is often a common theme in Autism Spectrum children that is missed — that is, the resonance, romance and love between the parents as a couple. In a high number of cases we serve, the Autistic child becomes the “pet project,” more specifically for the mother, making the child the more alpha relationship in their lives. This misplaced focal point is often to the serious detriment of the partnership. Very often, the Father will describe feeling reduced more to a “donor” than a lover or husband, a second class citizen in the whole family matrix.
The reason, mostly, for this can be that we Mothers are the ones to have taken the child to the Paediatrician in the first place where the vaccine injury first occurred. We’re the ones that innocently allowed ourselves to be coerced into having those oh so damaging shots. It’s our fault!
So like the dutiful and guilt-ridden beings we are, it’s now our job to fix it. This can takes days, weeks and even years of research. I know as my attitude was, as my son’s Autism momma bear, I would not rest until I fixed this thing that I had seriously broke. My life became a perpetual confession of Autism damage shame.
I, like other Autism parents, created a sympathetic storming that my intellect felt helped to discharge the guilt, but it never did. It was like every practitioner I tried, was the hope that I’d be alleviating just a little bit more of the life-long mortgage of guilt. These payments in time, energy and money levied for having caused this diabolical nightmare to my son was an attempt to discharge a much bigger load … my hate.
The game became, “How to let go and relax into love and romance when my whole autonomic nervous system was in fright flight.” I on high alert and all I secretly wanted more than anything was for some sweet, knowledgeable Prince to appear on a fine white steed with the answers and rescue me and my child from this dungeon prison. When his Father only added to the confusion, he often became the target of my hate and confusion. As the man, wasn’t he supposed to rescue us from our plight?!
The sad part is that if you’re not properly discharging through the orgasm function, as a couple, the rage is building in your own organism. You will be caught in a loop of guilt, grief, fear and hate otherwise termed medically as sympathetic storming, burning out your adrenal glands over time.
In truth, if you think about it, it is a type of stimming. As you no doubt have already suspected, this dynamic is worsening the behaviours in your child. I know, I know, now I’ve just piled one more thing for you to feel guilty about on top of everything else. Try and hear me out as I will help you find your Prince and the route out, but you will need to know what you’re dealing with first. Try to hang on for a sec. while I explain.
Way back, before I fully actualized myself through full orgastic potency (The Fountain of Youth) I’d became this crazed, self-blaming, condemned/condemning, woman hell-bent on fixing Jordan’s issues as a means to attempting to rescue myself from my own neurotic (stimming) plight. It was a recipe for disaster! I was not properly threaded through my own sexual function and was suffering my own chronic diseases (cancer, fibromyalgia, chronic fatigue, psoriasis, hypoglycaemia, etc.) as a result.
No capacity for orgasm means islets of organization or what we term in psychological terms as stasis neurosis. The inch and a half tumour in my left breast (feminine side, the right being more masculine) represented my stasis, a collection of matter, an islet of unexpressed toxicity. Breasts are emblems of self-nurturing, or lack there of.
The problem was that by making Jordan the alpha-pup in the family matrix, instead of my intimate relationship with his Father, I was jumping the queue with regards to natural love and grace. We all know what happens if a human being makes a dog the alpha relationship in the home. They will start chasing their own tail, smearing (or eating) their own stool, scooting with parasites (parasites victimize hosts due to undischarged anger), and acting aggressively. Sound familiar? Watch reruns of Cesar Milan if you’re not sure of what I’m suggesting here.
I bet you’re scratching your head in wonder around this phenomenon and asking yourself why. While I’d love nothing more to discuss this with you after you’ve read my second book, “Unfolding The Essential Self; From Rage to Orgastic potency”, or to spend days lecturing about these relationship dynamics, here’s a short version of the reason: Basically, the model of healthy family dynamics must be upheld for children to naturally unfold their essential selves.
We hold the healthy container for them but if we’re constantly losing our own #$%^ due to rage, we can’t really be wholly available to them, ourselves or our spouse. (See also Bert Hellinger’s work on family constellations). We also need love, affection, attention and nurturing that we trust, and have faith in, to help us relax and unfold into healthy humans otherwise we turn to secondary drives like shopping, modalities of treatment, video games, gambling, drinking pornography etc. to try and discharge the accumulated hate and anger.
A child needs to know that they are the result of a loving, intimate, sexually potent, and fully generative union. It is a vessel, a chamber that creates safety, equilibrium, ease, grace and the natural capacity to unfuld their natural selves within. What happens a lot in Spectrum kids is that this fully bonded and unified front breaks down and the child becomes the object of all the mother’s affection, fears, and misplaced and broken sexuality (skewed Oedipal complex). It is a projection of the crippled relationship with the spouse and it is part of what needs to be addressed in Heilkunst treatment.
I know because this dynamic shows up in the relationship of the patient’s I serve, a lot. It is also why many of these hobbled relationships in the cases of Autistic children often don’t last before we get to them. While the divorce rate in families with healthy parents average about 13 percent, families with Autistic kids tends to be almost double. If we’re going to be solving the Autism Matrix, we’ve got to address the root causes … all of them, including Mom and Dad’s love relationship. In Heilkunst, there is no stone left unturned.
If you’re listening to, or have read my book, The Path To Cure and recall the moment when my son Jordan peeled all of his clothes off in my Heilkünstler’s office? Can you imagine my shock when I turned around in my chair to see him standing there bare, buck naked? He’d never done anything like this before!
Do you also recall my moment of surprise and that I innocently asked my own Heilkunst Practitioner, “Um, What? Why is he completely stripped down naked?” Do you remember her reply to me? It went something like this, “Jordan will put his clothes back on when his parents relearn how to take theirs off.” I’ll never forget the feeling or the impact her words had on me that day. My life since then has been about sussing out the reason for why this was (and is) an aspect to be treated to solve the Autism Matrix outright. I’ve explored this both experientially as well as in my postgraduate research.
I know, as this was what I had to do for myself. It is also what I do for my patients as we’re working on the root cause of their child’s issues. Gut dysbiosis, detoxification, vaccine trauma, and Genetic Miasm therapy for the spectrum babe and big lovin’ on the Momma and Poppa to get them back in the game of romance and juicy intimacy.
Really, boil it down, why else are we here but to love and be loved …. not to be perpetually scared to death, living out of fright flight because Big Pharma, and our genetic predisposition, stole my child’s health. The whole Autism matrix (including Big Pharma) also preferring my head down in shame as I march my already over-stimm-ulated child to a hundred different practitioners for treatments that don’t resolve the underlying cause or the parents PTSD suffering outright.
The gut doctor, the speech pathologist, the physical therapist, the behaviour therapist, the naturotherapist, the camel’s milk therapist and the list goes on and on. We’ve heard it all. Yes, I was once caught in the “try everything” web too. Can you see how the intellect (patriarchy) shredded it’s self into a whole bunch of fragments?
You may notice how government and hospital departments are also carved up the same way, with no fundamental guiding principles or wholistic plan or approach. It’s designed to keep giving you the run around as you’ll eventually figure out, they don’t know … it’s just trial and error and while you get a little ways, the majority of symptoms come back. I know, I lived this too and wrote about all of it in my book, “The Path To Cure; The Whole Art of Healing Autism.”
This is not a coalescing wholism, it’s fragmented all over the place with no organizing idea or set of principles. Also, where’s the romance in running your kid all over Hell’s half acre? You hate it and he hates it too. I know, I hated it and my son also did too. So stop for a second and ask yourself, how can I solve this outright without killing myself, while also addressing the underlying cause using a map, a set of true, realizable principles with good proven results?
Perhaps read some of our testimonials here will cause you to relax:
Most of us don’t realized it, but the pervasive guilt we Autism parents feel is actually rage turned in on oneself as opposed to aimed at the patriarchal, Big Pharma/Government matrix that actually stole my own son’s health. When aimed appropriately, untangling our essential selves from the blame, we can get yourself properly postured at the target. Once I got my feet under me and my health back, I began writing books explaining how to resolve suffering using homeopathic and Heilkunst principles to anyone who’d listen.
If your child is severely damaged, I am sorry. My son was severely speech challenged, stimming, with no eye contact, with severe OCD and gut issues. He was still wearing a pull-up diaper at four and a half, wouldn’t let me lay him on his back, kicking, hitting and biting without mercy each time I had to change the smelly, leaking bolus. If not for Heilkunst resolving his ills, I was getting ready to look for part-time care. My own marriage was in a shambles.
Yes, even Firefighters get several days off in a week and you need the same just to recall that you’re a woman, or a man, (not a lame attempt at a full-time super hero). You also deserve to feel a whole lot of lovin’ on your romantic heart and in your bones otherwise the risk is that you become secretly suicidal. Yes, I know, you rarely admit your true feelings at your core to hardly anyone. Remember, I once lived this insidious matrix too!
Undischarged self-blame and hate becomes part of a looping OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) pattern that is so intrinsic to the same gesturing found in the Autism Spectrum. It is a form of this neurotic rerunning program that never discharges through the orgasm function that also keeps the child pinioned in his own repeating patterns. It is related! I know, because in order for my son to get better, really better, I had to look at my own fundamental issues, including the lack of love, relaxation, romance, sex and intimacy. Back then, I was barely surviving let alone able to engaging in loving!
The more neurotically I looped with the thoughts, “gotta fix this, can’t rest until I fix the damage I’ve done, gotta fix this, can’t rest until I fix the damage I’ve done …” over and over again, the more my child also gestured the same like a canary in my severely off-gassing coal mine. I write about this relationship more robustly in my first (FREE Audiobook) book, “The Path To Cure; The Whole Art of Healing Autism.”
You see as long as you’re not in your creative, generative (read sexual) seat, the more easily Big Pharma continues to go about the insidious business of poisoning people without being held accountable. It’s a stimming Catch 22. If I think I’m to blame, I won’t aim my weaponry of knowledge appropriately. As a now strong, potent, generative, self-reliant, creative and sexually empowered individual, I don’t take their perpetuating smoke and mirrors lying down.
We will not be suppressed by their lying, drugging matrix anymore. Right now, our editors have the manuscript for our next book “The Vaccination Myth.”
Resonant sex and intimacy has a natural capacity for discharging neurosis, anger, resentment, grief and fear. Dr. Wilhelm Reich called the results of this healthy communion the four beat cycle; tension, charge, discharge and relaxation. When it is not occurring with appropriate regularity, the child will feel the charge and tension loops as incomplete in their own organism, and will show up as OCD cycles — charge and then tension, charge and then tension, charge and then tension with no logical discharge or relaxation achieved.
The parents will unknowingly drive this ill-patterned dysfunction, with their own looping rage and guilt. The discharge becomes on lock-down and the tension/charge builds until the hate tries to break the dams instead of a properly directly, empowered love. Which would you rather?! Our children can only be as healthy as we are, for the most part. Where we’re limited, and feeling thwarted, they will also mirror the same gestures of trying, giving up, trying, giving up over and over again.
Once I’d discharged a goodly chunk of my own rage, through Heilkunst Medicine and the sexual function with my Beloved, I became a writing force to be reckoned with. No more was I pinioned in self-blame. I came out fighting mad and my son’s health improved as well. This is the fullest application of Heilkunst Medicine through regimen, medicine proper and therapeutic education. It’s a dynamic approach.
As a result, of gaining my essential self’s dowry, I’ve spent the last twenty years bolstering the knowledge and health of Autism Momma’s just like me. It’s why my son is whole and healthy. It’s also why we’ve written almost fifteen books on the subject of health and empowerment. There is love and romance after Autism. I know, again, because I lived it and if it is also your true desire function, you can too!
I’d like to lay out for you the Constitutional Genotypes from the Autism perspective to make it easier for you to see them through the lens this condition. Let’s look at the spectrum of typology from the quiet Silicea at the top of the equation, as the quietest, most insular in comparison to the bottom of the spectrum with Sulphur being the most loud and verbose.
I will do my best, then to fill in the middle parts for you so that you can see how the typical autism child is reflected within Heilkunst. Perhaps that way, you will see how giving that child their Constitutional Remedy would help to round out their Autistic edges while en route to curing the cause of their ills.
Silicea – is well behaved, morally sound, quiet, homebody preferring his own company to being with others. He can suffer OCD patterns to the extreme if faced with new circumstances that he does not feel comfortable with. Siliceas can feel lost in their own little world and parents will say that they’re almost invisible.
“sanda-child-silhouette-cutout-1936” by Fabrice Florin https://flic.kr/p/iF29mc
Lycopodium – are described as ruling the roost. They’re persuasive, sneaky, manipulative and bossy. They’ll generally be obsessed with money. Deep inside, they fear that they’re not smart enough for the task before them and will wangle you with excuses why they can’t step up.
Calcarea Carbonica – love their rituals and systems. They will drive their parents crazy with their stubborn rituals, routines and systematic methodologies. They’re detail-oriented to the extreme, rarely letting things go, and will seemingly create more obstacles, roadblocks and reasons for making things as difficult as possible for themselves and others.
“drenched in starlight.” by Charlotte McKnight https://flic.kr/p/9YNGAd
Phosphorous – have an overactive imagination, creating a life of fancy and mysticism that is entirely ungrounded. They can feel like a floaty kite without a string. They will speak constantly of fairies and mystical pets and seem to have two feet in an entirely made up world where things are much better than reality. They’re beyond talkative and their constant expressions might try the patience of any parent, if they weren’t so delightfully charming!
Pulsatilla – are needy, clingy and constantly hiding behind Mom’s or Dad’s trousers if in the Spectrum. They have a difficult time mustering the confidence to engage with others, preferring to play with their dolls or find sweets to eat. They want others to conform to playing house with them to the exclusion of all other play. They tend to be puffy and swollen.
Sulphur – are the most aggressive, enraged and “radial” of all the Genotypes. They will smear feces on the wall, aggressively hit, kick, bite and suffer screaming tantrums that will cause the most patient parent to lose it. Sulphurs only want their way and are almost impossible to appeal to with reason when they get all wound up.
“012|365” by Steven Worster https://flic.kr/p/bwT92L
My hope is that this is a help to you. Are you able to see more clearly which Genotype might be a best fit for your child? Let us know if you want to clarify anything mentioned here.
Heilkunst is fast becoming the principled medicine of choice of families who are sick and tired of temporary band aid solutions or promised cures that don’t yield results. More and more individuals are steering away from chemical drugs and toxic allopathic vaccines as a mode of treatment, either preventatively or otherwise. Dr. Mercola cited a few years back that drugs are the number one killer in North America.
Now that Tylenol and ibuprofen have more recently been proven to increase the likelihood of heart disease in regular users by more than 50%, folks are turning to simple, cost efficient, effective Heilkunst treatment. By using the principle “like cures like,” on the sound basis of homeopathic law, folks are finding that sequential treatment, in addition to addressing the Genetic roots, provides few or no symptoms to hyper manage down the road in their children or themselves.
For those incessant earaches, Heilkunst treats dynamically the presentation of the symptoms. For example, a right-sided earache with a high fever, red glistening face, and a quick onset around midnight, is easily resolved with the homeopathic remedy “Belladonna.” However, if the tonic disease, “Tuberculosis”, is not cured outright, in the proper sequential order, the symptoms will keep flaring again and again. It takes a well-trained Heilkunst Practitioner to help you and your family gain its liberty and freedom from chronic illness.
Once we’ve exacted this art and science based on Dr. Samuel Hahnemann’s 225 year old principles, you can wholly get on with your life, with few impingements on your healthy life force physically, mentally, and emotionally.
Here’s 20 reasons why we’ve chosen Heilkunst Medicine as our treatment of choice for ourselves, our family, and our patients for the last few decades:
Heilkunst has no side effects.
Heilkunst, and the remediation used, can’t cause harm (homeopathy is approved by the FDA and unlike modern drugs, has never had a history of being pulled from the shelves due to adverse reactions).
Heilkunst is relatively inexpensive in that you pay now -play later, without all the uncertainty, medical bills, or drugs to be purchased long-term. At the time of this writing, the family rate can keep treatment below $100 US per hour per follow up when 3 family members are in treatment.
There are no geographic limitations and no waiting room line-ups. We treat patients internationally by phone, Skype, Facetime, or Google Hangouts.
Grow your resourcefulness at home. Bee Stings and Bruises: Homeopathic First Aid For At Home Or At The Cottage. Have you ever wanted to know what homeopathic remedy will resolve a bee sting for your horse? Have you wondered what to do when your babe falls and scrapes her knee? Have you ever asked yourself what can be done to resolve sunstroke? We can teach you what to do in our Beestings and Bruises homeopathic First Aid course, available here: https://sellfy.com/p/chVr/
Heilkunst and homeopathy have over 200 years of success to supports its curative claims. Much of the research has been published in conventional medical and homeopathic journals. (See here: https://www.homeopathic.com/Articles/Homeopathic_research/Scientific_Evidence_for_Homeopathic_Medicine.html). Also here’s a list of testimonials from our own patients http://arcanum.ca/about/testimonials/ .
8) International countries, such as Europe, India, South America, Australia, and Cuba use homeopathic principles. The latter has had great success rate treating a bacterial issue. Politically and financially, the folks in this country don’t qualify for Big Pharma solutions to a bacterial infection such as leptospirosis, which can be problematic after flooding, so they have to find more creative and cost-effective solutions. One homeopathic nosode (which is a remedy prepared from a product of disease such as infected tissues or the exact microbe), was provided to 2.5 million people as a safe and effective form of homeopathic immunization. See here: http://arcanum.ca/2009/05/17/homoprophylaxis-in-cuba-a-monumental-success/ .
9) Heilkunst has a cure rate up into the high 90th percentile in chronic and acute cases. When peeling the onion through sequential treatment and then addressing the chronic Genetic Miasms, we’re able to absolve you of your disease matrices consistently with clear, realizable principles. That’s so much better than having to keep taking chemical drugs and dealing with the side effects of those drugs.
10) Heilkunst treats the root cause of your diseases so that your lifeforce is free to avail itself of its higher functioning purpose. Lots of folks we work with find their soulmate, find their perfect work, successfully have a baby, resolve chronic depression, etc., so that they can be the fully self-actualized being they were intended to be.
11) Historically, Heilkunst has saved many lives by curing cholera, dengue fever, malaria, scarlet fever, autism, cancer, etc.. With regards to the latter two in the list, you can listen to my own story here:
12) Your Heilkünstler is just a phone call away at 1-877-233-0779. We can often serve you within several hours from the comfort of your own home, while you stay in your pyjamas under warm blankets with some hot water with lemon and honey. We’ve broadcasted remedies from our CoRe Bioresonance Feedback system to patients all over the world, who report feeling better within minutes: http://arcanum.ca/faq/what-is-the-inergetix-core-system/
13) The laws of nature are not plastic or malleable. They’ve remained tried and true for over 225 years since they were founded by Dr. Samuel Hahnemann. Think about it, the laws of gravity never take the day off … neither does the law of cure, “like cures like”.
14) Homeopathic remedies found over 200 years ago in pharmacy rubble are still as efficacious as they are today which means you don’t have to keep purchasing more given their indefinite shelf-life. Also, you can put one drop of the mother tincture, or globule, into a dropper bottle and use indefinitely or share it with a friend or family member in need.
16) Heilkunst teaches the art of self-mastery. Over time, the patient takes the reins of their health into their own hands, gaining autonomy and independence. You will never feel put down or condescended by any member of our staff or the Practitioners. In fact, we’re here to serve you, not the other way around.
18) We can help with individuals suffering the ill effects of vaccine damage through detoxification protocols here: http://arcanum.ca/2014/06/13/detoxing-from-the-vaccines-our-specialty/
Here’s a testimonial of a wee babe who suffered autism spectrum issues after her Hep B vaccine: http://arcanum.ca/2015/01/22/full-autism-recovery-with-thanks-to-heilkunst-medicine/
There you have it; incentive for you to make a deeper commitment to this God-imbued system of medicine for yourself and your family. I know it turned out to be “The Path To Cure” for myself and my son. Feel free to comment with your own testimonial as to why Heilkunst is the best choice for you and your family.
Others Who’ve Also Chosen Homeopathy and Heilkunst:
While not a reason to choose Heilkunst Medicine, it is fun to know that others in our popular culture have also chosen to use its principles. Famous and privileged folk, even though they could well afford allopathic treatments, have chosen to use homeopathic medicine instead, such as Dizzy Gillespie, Muriel Hemingway, The British Royal Family, The Beatles, Mother Teresa, several Catholic Popes, Mahatma Gandhi, John D. Rockefeller, Bill Clinton, and Tony Blair. If you want more on this, you can read, The Homeopathic Revolution: Why Famous People and Cultural Heroes Choose Homeopathy, by Dana Ullman.
If you’re seeking out more resources on why more and more folks are departing from allopathy (a term coined by Dr. Hahnemann) here’s a start:
My son was born almost two months premature, suffered liver dysfunction needing bilirubin lights for a week, and didn’t suckle requiring he be fed through a nose tube for 6 weeks.I was never asked if I wanted him to have a Vitamin K shot, antibiotics in his eyes, or a Hepatitis B shot. They were administered without my knowledge. Also, shortly after we brought him home from hospital, he screamed around the clock for the first 6 months of his life. No joke, 6 months around the clock.It was a scream that I will never forget.Imagine someone being murdered in their bed and you’ll perhaps conjure the force of his blood-curdling shrieks.
Although I knew it was not normal, I had no clue what to do about it.I was once at a baby and me drop in on a Friday at the local community centre.While I paced the halls trying to soothe my screeching baby, all the other moms had their wee infant lovelies on their laps singing, “The Wheels On The Bus Go Round and Round, Round and Round, Round and Round …”I so wanted to be on the bus, just alone, to bawl my eyes out all through the town.
My life was in shambles from several months of being woken hourly around the clock.When I did try to sleep, my autonomic nervous system had become so fried, that I’d lost the capacity to shut it down to effectively let go to sleep. By month 4, as soon as I drifted off, I would tunnel back up to the surface in gasping fits like a post-war Vietnam vet still living on the front lines.I was clearly suffering Colic-Post-Traumatic-Stress-Disorder (C-PTSD).In those first six months of hell on earth, we nicknamed our infant son, “Le Miserable.”
Also, he could keep little food down, seemingly hating my breast milk.He suffered spewing reflux coating the walls and myself in sour breast milk day after day, hour after hour.Every week, I was counselled by family and visiting nurses (Yes, they sent nurses over to ensure I’d not completely lost my mind) to go off yet another food so that my son would not be sensitive to my milk. If another person cited, “It must be the fruits you’re eating,” or “It must be the vegetables you’re eating.” By the end of month 4, I was eating nothing but bread, apple sauce and water.I felt like I was dying inside.I hated my life.There was nothing about being a new mother that I felt I could appreciate. Nothing!
With the delayed MMR shot, at 15 months, my son lost all speech, eye contact and started to rock back and forth for minutes or hours at a time.In my later research, I’d come to find out he was vaccine-damaged, however, I’d never equated the first 6 months of insufferable colic, off the charts of any state of normalcy, with anything other than his prematurity and my seemingly poisonous milk until I saw a fateful line in my twitter stream one day a few months ago, “There May Be A Link between The Hep. B shot and Colic In Infants!”
My head rolled around on its axis and a new kind of anger and resentment took a hold of my gut, roiled around a couple of gnarly turns in my loins and then switched on about twenty little 20 year old light bulbs in my mind.All that shame and guilt that I’d felt for resorting to gripe water started to be illuminated, gathered up and loaded onto a sea of bitterness and spite … Part 2; The Sequel!
Are you kidding me?The Hep. B shot could account for his liver issues when I couldn’t pick him up for almost 2 weeks while he was under the Bilirubin lights, his latch so weak that I pumped milk for him remotely for 8 weeks while he lived in the special care nursery in the hospital, all the reflux and inhuman screeching and sleepless nights could be at least partially anchored to the Thimerosal (mercury) laced vaccine for a sexually transmitted disease that my premature infant could never possibly come in contact with in the first place?Also, there is not a shred of science proving its efficacy in that the vaccine can wear off even before my son became sexually active anyway?Please excuse my language but WTF?!
I’ve sat on this for months, now. Frankly, I’ve just been too gobsmacked to face it. How might I react? How did I want to deal with this new plot twist in our history? For crying out loud (literally), I’d already written a book about my son’s vaccine damage and I’d not had this piece illuminated in time to even include this new piece of knowledge? How am I going to get up on the roof tops once more to decry the damage done to my babe and let other parents know? At 51, with my son fully grown and now healthy, due to Heilkunst Medicine, do I even have it in me to mount this fight for the truth to be illuminated. You bet I do!
 Shaken Baby Syndrome or Vaccine-Induced Encephalitis? by Harold Buttram, MD, FAACP and Christina England In 1971 Norma Guthkelch, retired neurosurgeon, published the first description of the Shaken Baby Syndrome (SBS). Within the next several years John Caffey, pediatric radiologist, wrote several articles supporting the SBS theory. Very soon after, when infants were brought into hospital emergency rooms in the U.S.A. with findings of brain hemorrhages without known accidental explanations, these were commonly attributed to SBS, and parents or caretakers were often criminally convicted. Since that time conclusive evidence has emerged proving that these prosecutions have been founded upon tainted medical opinions and fundamentally flawed scientific methodology (i.e. junk science).
 Vaccinations: The Rest of the Story by Peggy O’Mara (Editor) ISBN: 0914257102
 Vitamin C, Nature’s Miraculous Healing Missile! Australia by Archie Kalokerinos M.D. M.D & Dr Glen Dettman. ISBN 0646119850 Two chapters with vaccine info: Immunisation SIDS and the role of vitamin C in its prevention. The Polio vaccine: Brodie vs Salk.
 Vaccination 100 Years of Orthodox Research shows that Vaccines Represent a Medical Assault on the Immune System Australia by Dr Viera Scheibner ISBN 064615121x (UK: Minerva Books.0171 385 1361)
 Adverse Events Associated With Childhood Vaccines : Evidence Bearing on Causality, by Kathleen R. Stratton, Cynthia J. Howe ASIN: 0309048958
 Wilson, Sir Graham S. The Hazards of Immunization. London: The Athlone Press, 1967. Wilson’s book won’t interest the general reader. In fact, the general reader will find its full-blown medical terminology so entirely daunting that it is a virtual certainty they’ll give up on it after going unconscious attempting to follow the first chapter. The information in this book, however, supplies infinite ammunition to anti-immunization activists and its presence in this library is primarily to serve this cause. Thanks are owed to Gary Krasner, founder and director of Coalition For Informed Choice in New York City, for urging this books inclusion. Wilson, a medical doctor himself, who believes in the efficacy of vaccination, provides a full historical survey of all immunization disasters, details the often catastrophic side effects. Downloads as a PDF of 1.68 mb.The idea of doing an OCR on the multi-lingual reference section was so daunting that no attempt was made; instead the references are offered as a separate download in the form of slightly fuzzy bitmap images on the order of a poor-quality photocopy. It is assumed that very few readers will be interested in following up on these citations. To download the references, click here and receive a 1.09 mb PDF. OUT OF PRINT.