This comprehensive article by a mother has been reprinted here with her permission.  

Thanks Ariana!



*NEW AND IMPROVED LIST BELOW! Thank you so much everyone for all of your help in this. I tried to get as much of your suggestions into the list as possible so please forgive me if I missed anything. I am very happy with how this turned out and am excited to share it all with you. I even add five more points to it! Please feel free to copy and paste (may have to do it in several sections) otherwise I will be submitting it to the FILES section of this group so it is available to everyone all the time.*

So I’ve been trying to come up with a list to give people with various reasons as to why I no longer vaccinate. I feel like this will be beneifical for me to have saved since I feel like I am constantly repeating myself. This way if someone asks I can just give them this list and be on my merry way lol

This is what I’ve come up with so far. Is there anything else I should include? Change? Re-word? Any credible links that I should include? I would love to get y’alls thoughts. TIA for all your help ?

*Picture of my precious babies so this post doesn’t get lost*



My name is Ariana Green. I am a young mother of two beautiful children and am married to wonderful man with whom I have been with for close to ten years now. One thing you should know about me is that I am no doctor, scientist, or researcher. I have never gone to medical school and do not plan to go. I am simply a wife and mother who loves her family dearly and strives to be the best parent and wife I can be every day. But if I am being honest, being a parent in today’s society is probably more difficult than it has ever been. We are often told by those around us and those in authority what is right, what is wrong, what to do, how to act, and how to parent; and we are expected to do so without question because “facts are facts”. But through my journey to discover the truth, I have come to learn that not all facts are facts and that things are not always as they seem. So what happens when we start to question those in authority, especially in a subject so controversial, such as vaccines? What happens when we begin to think for ourselves instead of feeding into the lies that we’ve been told for years? What happens when we finally listen to our “motherly-instinct” and go against the grain to find out the truth? What happens when we finally do some independent research and discover the truth behind the vaccine industry and its corruption? WE BECOME EX-VAXXERS. Just like thousands of other parents worldwide, I was once in favor of vaccinations. I trusted my doctor and went against everything inside me telling me not to and vaccinated my daughter up through the age of two. It wasn’t until my son was injured by the Vitamin K shot shortly after birth that I finally went against my doctor’s word and began to truly research the subject. What I uncovered about the vaccine industry blew my mind that gut-wrenching feeling when vaccinating my daughter finally made sense. Had I listened to my gut in the first place and done the independent research that all of us should be doing, I could have prevented my son’s injury. For this reason, I will forevermore speak of the dangers of vaccines. If I can help prevent even one mom from making the same mistake I did, I will know that I have done good and helped to save lives. I have created a list below of reasons as to why I became the avid ex-vaxxer I am. Proceed with caution because there is no going back.

1. Not one disease was “eradicated” from vaccines. History reveals that mortality rates caused by Measles, Mumps, Polio, Diphtheria, Smallpox, and even Scarlet Fever (which had no vaccine) were already on the decline even before the vaccines were introduced. These rates continued to decline at the same pace even after the introduction of the vaccines – not faster which one might think. For example, in 1900, the mortality rate from measles was 13.3 in 100,000; in 1940, the mortality rate of 0.5 in 100,000; and in 1960, the mortality rate was just 0.2 in 100,000; the measles vaccine was not introduced until 1963.

Source: http://vaxtruth.org/…/…/proof-that-vaccines-did-not-save-us/

2. Thanks to our country (USA) becoming more industrialized – such as adopting better hygiene habits, improving sanitation, having better access to clean foods and water, and better educating ourselves – our nation’s diseases rates and their mortality rates have decreased as a result.

Source: http://vaxtruth.org/…/…/proof-that-vaccines-did-not-save-us/

3. Some of the world’s deadliest toxins are in vaccines – to name a few are: Aluminum, Thimerosal (50% Mercury), Formaldehyde, etc.

Source: https://www.cdc.gov/…/do…/appendices/B/excipient-table-2.pdf

4. Other ingredients consist of aborted fetal cells (Also known as: MRC-5, RA 27/3, WI-38), monkey kidney cells, dog liver cells, pig blood, etc. These ingredients in particular create a conflict of interest for Christians (and other religions) that believe abortion is murder and consider these animal byproducts to be “unclean”.

Source: https://www.cdc.gov/…/do…/appendices/B/excipient-table-2.pdf ; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wMGWdOE_5-s

5. Some of the ingredients in vaccines (such as Formaldehyde and Benzethonium Chloride) are known carcinogen.

Source: http://vaxtruth.org/2011/08/vaccine-ingredients/

6. Although we may potentially eat and/or inhale more formaldehyde, mercury, aluminum etc., this does not mean that it is just as safe to inject such toxins into our bodies – injection is much different than ingestion. Take snake venom for example, you can actually drink snake venom and be fine but if you are bitten and injected with the snake venom you will die. This is because when something is ingested, the toxins and chemicals have to go through multiple different organs to be filtered out and thus can be excreted from the body with a minimal amount of toxins being absorbed by the body. When it is injected however, these toxins and chemicals completely bypass the necessary organs needed to by filtered out by the body which means, 100% of these deadly toxins are being absorbed within the body.

Sources: http://vaccines-rvb.blogspot.com/…/difference-between-inges…https://livelovefruit.com/synergistic-toxicity-and-vaccine…/

7. Vaccines are simply not safe and by law, they are classified as “unavoidably unsafe” as a result.

Source: https://www.supremecourt.gov/opinions/10pdf/09-152.pdf ; https://www.law.cornell.edu/supct/html/09-152.ZD.html

8. Vaccines can and do cause a wide variety of different health issues in people all the time; children, individuals that already have a suppressed immune systems, as well as individuals who have a difficult time naturally detoxing are the most at risk. These health issues include autoimmune diseases, cancer, tumors, autism, brain damage, asthma, eczema, diabetes, scoliosis, meningitis, behavioral issues, developmental delays, and much more. In fact, if you look at the rise in the vaccination schedule along with the rise in chronic childhood illnesses, you will see that they correspond almost perfectly with one another and sadly enough, we now have the sickest generation of children in today’s world. Many people like to say “Well wouldn’t it be better to have a child with autism or one of those chronic illnesses than to be dead from a vaccine preventable disease?” – My response to this statement is always this: “When you consider the fact that the mortality rate of these “vaccine preventable diseases” were actually down by nearly 98% prior to the introduction of the vaccines – along with the fact that these disease are almost always mild and benign to begin with for most children/people – I would say no; no it is NOT better to trade a lifetime of serious sickness and health issues to vaccinate against a benign (and even beneficial) disease that is almost never an issue or danger to the average person/child in the first place.

Source: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC1114674/

9. Vaccines can and do cause death in people, especially infants and young children. SIDS is often times a result of vaccines and it is not just a coincidence that the majority of SIDS cases occur at 2, 4, and 6 months. If you look at countries that have the highest vaccination rates in comparison of countries that have the lowest vaccination rates, you will find that the higher the vaccination rate is, the higher the infant mortality rate is – and vice-versa. In fact, the United States’ infant mortality rate on the first day of life is actually higher than all other industrialized nation’s infant mortality rates COMBINED. This to me makes absolutely no sense considering we have some of the world’s best access to clean food, water, and medical care, and have little disease impact.

Source: http://translationalneurodegeneration.biomedcentral.com/…/2… ; http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/25598306/

10. Vaccine manufactures are free of any legal liabilities, meaning they cannot be sued if your child is injured or dies – EVEN IF they intentionally put deadly toxins in (which they already do) that they know will harm and/or kill your children. This means that they have absolutely no incentive to do better or make their products safer. They are allowed to make billions of dollars off of their products every year without having any risk or responsibility in the matter. What other company/manufacturer do you know that is free of any and all liability like this? Spoiler Alert: NONE.

Source: https://articles.mercola.com/…/betrayal-of-consumers-by-us-… ; https://www.supremecourt.gov/opinions/10pdf/09-152.pdf

11. Vaccine injuries and deaths happen all the time and they are far more common than what we are led to believe. They are so common that because vaccine manufacturers could no longer be sued after 1986, the VICP (Vaccine Injury Compensation Program) had to be established. Since 1988, over 19,021 petitions have been filed with the VICP. Over that 29 year period, 16,938 petitions have been adjudicated, with 5,825 of those determined to be compensable, while 11,113 were dismissed due to the program being extremely difficult to fight against. Even still though, the total compensation paid over the life of the program is approximately $3.8 Billion and counting. If more people (especially doctors) were aware of vaccine injuries and didn’t dismiss or ignore them 99% of the time, could you imagine what the numbers within this program would be?

Source: https://www.in.gov/isdh/files/VICP.pdf ; https://www.hrsa.gov/…/…/vicpmonthlyreporttemplate2_1_17.pdf

12. Proper and non-fraudulent safety studies on vaccines have never been conducted since they are not required to go through the Gold Standard, doubled blinded saline placebo controlled study like other pharmaceutical drugs have to. For instance, the FDA requires all pharmaceutical drugs to use the Gold Standard test and to follow-up with the individuals of the study for at least four to five years if not longer. Vaccine manufacturers are able to take advantage of the FDA regulatory loopholes that allow fast-tracking of vaccines which means their “safety” studies are short-term (often lasting only a mere few months if not only weeks at a time) and are almost always done under fraudulent/misleading methods such as using a placebo that is another vaccine or an aluminum adjuvant. This means that true safety outcomes of vaccines cannot be properly determined and any long-term injuries that manifest later in life will escape attention entirely. View the safety study on the Gardasil insert for an example of how safety studies are conducted inefficiently and are very misleading (link below).

Source: https://www.facebook.com/wearevaxxed/videos/521247591555855/ ; https://www.fda.gov/BiologicsB…/…/ApprovedProducts/UCM094042 ; https://www.globalresearch.ca/are-vaccines-safe/15669

13. The CDC, vaccine manufacturers, and pharmaceutical companies refuse to do any studies comparing the health of vaccinated people with unvaccinated people – the few studies that have been done (which come from independent researchers/companies) indicate that the unvaccinated tend to be much healthier than the vaccinated. This alone means that we cannot assume vaccines are safe and/or effective until proven otherwise since we do not know the short-term, let alone the long-term results of vaccinating.

Source: http://www.vaxchoicevt.com/…/studies-comparing-vaccinated-…/

14. There is no informed consent when it comes to vaccinations which should be a big red flag considering how many risks are involved with vaccinations.

Source: The next time your doctor inquiries about giving you or your child a vaccine, wait to see if they provide you with BOTH the potential risks and benefits of a vaccine along with the package insert (spoiler alert: They won’t).

15. The current CDC childhood vaccination schedule has NEVER been tested for safety. What does this mean? OUR CHILDREN are the test subjects of these vaccinations AND without our consent.

Source: http://www.thevaccinereaction.org/…/childhood-vaccine-sche…/

16. Vaccines suppress the body’s natural immune response which often times, makes it harder to fight off diseases and illnesses. Although Vaccines can help to create an increased antibody level against the disease that they were created to fight against, this does not mean that such antibodies will be truly effective in fighting off the real disease(s) if contracted.

Source: https://www.facebook.com/InformedChoiceWashington/posts/512843929059164

17. Vaccines do not guarantee the prevention of disease. In fact, more often than not vaccines fail which results in people contracting the very disease they were trying to prevent. Review the CDC’s own statistics that show more vaccinated children got pertussis than the unvaccinated (link below).

Source: https://drive.google.com/…/0B10vX8Yne77fYmdGVDU0cTJkWDQ/view

18. Thanks to medical advancements in the industrialized world, all of the diseases and illnesses that we vaccinate for have cures and are typically not as “life-threatening” as we are made to believe. Unless living in third-world countries where there is little to no access to nutritious food, clean water, and sanitary living conditions, the only time these diseases can potentially become life-threatening are in people who either have an autoimmune disease (many times a reaction from the vaccines themselves) or are immune-compromised such as cancer patients. As a result, deaths and/or severe injury from these diseases and illnesses are slim to none.

Source: https://articles.mercola.com/…/dissolving-illusions-measles… ; http://modernalternativehealth.com/…/measles-outbreak-is-m…/

19. Recent studies suggest that many of these “deadly” childhood diseases that we vaccinate against are actually beneficial to the human body as they help to effectively build up and strengthen the immune system by “teaching” the body how successfully fight off future cancers and tumors. This happens due to the fact that the antigens found from measles, mumps, chickenpox, etc. (benign childhood diseases) are very similar to various different cancers and tumors, thus allowing the immune system to recognize cancer and tumor antigens right away and ultimately fight them off.

Source: http://vaccineliberationarmy.com/…/studies-show-natural-mu…/ ; https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/9824838/ ; http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2951028/

20. The most logical and scientific reason not to vaccinate an infant is due to the fact that a baby is unable to scale an effective immune response to any disease within the first year of life. If an infant were to have a prime immune reaction from the start, it would damage the infant’s brain as a result. This means that an infant’s immune system is unable to regulate the amount of TH1 white blood cells it produces to react to a general virus or bacteria. The thymus gland that controls the immune system is not mature until after the age of Two. The thymus controls T1/T2 immunity and T memory cells; therefore, it can’t “remember” a vaccine antibody until it matures which is one reason why doctors have to give so many booster shots.

Source: http://wholejourneymama.com/a-case-for-mormons-who-dont-va…/

21. Most doctors do not know about the risks or the history/truth behind vaccines, let alone their ingredients. Although most doctors are intelligent people and truly want to do what is best for their patients, they realistically only know what is presented to them and what they are taught in medical school. As a result, the medical school just so happens to be run by big pharma and so the extent of their knowledge regarding vaccines consists only of what the childhood immunization schedule is and how they should be about convincing and/or forcing parents into vaccination. An example of doctors (and the CDC) not always knowing best and having bad information, is the time in which smoking cigarettes was actually recommended by both the CDC and doctors themselves. Between the 1930s and the 1950s, it was believed that smoking cigarettes was actually good and even healthy for people; so much to the point that it was recommended. Years later, we have now come to find out that this is not true and that the risk of lung cancer increases significantly as a result.

Source: http://in-training.org/drugged-greed-pharmaceutical-industr… ; https://www.healthnutnews.com/how-medical-school-funding-f…/ ; http://www.adweek.com/…/throwback-thursday-when-doctors-pr…/ ; https://www.healio.com/…/cigarettes-were-once-physician-tes…

22. Insurance companies, such as Blue Cross Blue Shield, often encourage doctors to fully vaccinate their patients by providing bonuses of up to $40,000 a year (if not more!). Doctors must meet a certain percentage to qualify for the bonus or they will lose their bonus which helps to explain why some doctors are so “persistent” on only seeing fully vaccinated patients. Additionally, doctors may be penalized and denied their bonus if they report any adverse reactions from vaccinations.

Source: http://www.wakingtimes.com/…/proof-surfaces-insurance-co-p…/

23. Contrary to belief, unvaccinated children are no more a “threat” to the vulnerable (such as infants, the elderly, the immune-compromised, etc.) than vaccinated children are. Unvaccinated children are not a walking cesspool of disease – they cannot spread a disease they do not have. Furthermore, regardless of whether or not you are vaccinated against a certain disease, if you catch the disease then you have the capability to spread it to others – in other words, vaccination does nothing to prevent the spreading of disease. In fact, you are actually more of threat to others if you have recently been vaccinated than if you have not been vaccinated. This is due to the fact that some vaccines contain live viruses which in turn can shed to others for up to weeks if not MONTHS at a time after receiving the vaccination; Some vaccines that contain live virus and pose a risk to others include: MMR, Varicella, Shingles, Rotavirus, FluMist Intranasal, and Smallpox (now only administered within the military).

Source: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4s4HrvXhv2c ; http://www.nvic.org/…/Live-Virus-Vaccines-and-Vaccine-Shedd… ; http://www.westernmorningnews.co.uk/…/story-2769…/story.html

24. Herd immunity cannot exist through vaccination but only through natural immunity; this is because the body defends most efficiently from ongoing re-exposure to antigens. As a result to vaccinating a population, a serious risk of remerging infections and potential outbreaks will increase since continuous exposure to the natural infection are no longer available during the early years of an individual’s life. Take the Varicella (chickenpox) vaccine for example: Although the rate of children contracting wild chickenpox (a benign disease) has decreased, the rate of adults contracting shingles (a much more serious disease) has now increased significantly since children are no longer contracting chickenpox which in turn allowed adults to naturally boost their immunity to the disease.

Source: http://www.greenmedinfo.com/…/herd-immunity-flawed-science-… ; https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3759842/

25. Natural immunity is far better than any type of artificial immunity. Not only are these benign disease beneficial in building up and strengthening our immune systems but once an individual contracts such disease/illness almost always do they receive lifelong immunity from the disease. Immunity from vaccines lasts 10 years at best and many times only lasts a few years which is why booster shots have to be given so often. Combined with the fact that vaccines pose various different serious health risks (and potential death), natural immunity in my opinion is always better.

Source: http://dangersofvaccines.com/…/natural-immunity-vs-artific…/ ; https://worldmercuryproject.org/…/natural-vs-artificial-he…/

26. The CDC is extremely biased regarding vaccinations. Not only do they sell over $4 Billion in vaccines every year but they also have over 20 vaccine patents to their name. This alone, should be reason enough not to blindly trust their word on vaccines.

Source: http://www.lawfirms.com/…/cdc-members-own-more-50-patents-c… ; Robert F. Kennedy JR.

27. The CDC simply cannot be trusted to be unbiased in their vaccine studies. A whistle blower case involving Dr. William Thompson (head researcher during the time of the study determining whether or not there was link between the MMR and Autism) revealed that not only does the CDC erase, adjust, and/or change their studies to reflect an outcome they want, but if they cannot change the outcome to show their results in a positive light, they will destroy all necessary documents and lie in court about their “scientific findings”.

Source: http://www.rescuepost.com/…/william-thompson-statement-27-a… ; Documentary “Vaxxed” ; http://vaxxedthemovie.com/download-the-cdc-autism-mmr-file…/

28. There are multiple different government and peer reviewed studies that do in fact prove that there is a link between vaccines and Autism. Although vaccines are not the only cause of Autism, they certainly do play a significant role in many kids who have difficulties naturally detoxing (the MFTHR gene). When people say “We have exhaustively studied the potential link of autism and vaccines and have never found a link between the two. Therefore the science is settled – vaccines do not cause autism and we should no longer be looking at vaccine to be its cause”, we need to remind these people that 1). The science is NEVER settled, if we know anything about science we know that nothing is ever definitive and we should be constantly be asking questions and analyzing data; and 2). The link between vaccines and autism has NOT been exhaustively studied. Out of 16 vaccines, only ONE (the MMR) has ever been looked at and out of 50 different vaccine ingredients, only ONE (Thimerosal) has ever been looked at – does this sound exhaustively studied? No, definitely not.

Source: https://www.scribd.com/…/124-Research-Papers-Supporting-the… ; http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3878266/ ; http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/12933322 ; https://www.law.cornell.edu/supct/cert/09-152

29. Dr. Andrew Wakefield is a gastroenterologist who was one of several co-authors in the “infamous” paper that observed 12 children (at the request of the parents) with autism following the MMR vaccination. Dr. Andrew Wakefield and his co-authors are often falsely and inaccurately condemned as committing data fraud and being sent to prison as a result when in fact, he and his co-authors did not commit such fraud and were not sent to prison. The paper (which was not a study) did not out-right claim that the MMR vaccination caused autism; the paper simply stated that they observed this regression within the 12 children and recommended that “more research should be done”. Furthermore the paper was never debunked and was only retracted due to funding coming from the parents of the children (who to this day, continue to support Dr. Andrew Wakefield). His work has since been duplicated over two dozen times and all confirm his findings.

Source: http://www.thelancet.com/…/PIIS0140-6736(97)11096-0/abstracthttps://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/26964681/ ; https://www.ebcala.org/…/co-author-of-lancet-mmr-autism-stu…

30. Mandatory vaccination laws, such as the one in California, are technically illegal and go against every United States citizen’s fundamental right to have freedom of choice over their body and their choice of medical decisions. Forcing vaccines on unwilling individuals should be an indication of the corruption within the government and vaccine industry.

Source: http://www.nvic.org/…/vaccination–defending-your-right-to-…

31. Health cannot be found at the tip of a needle – especially one that consists of deadly toxins. To achieve the desirable health we all strive and hope for, one must supply their body with nutritious food, fresh water, proper sanitation habits, as well as adequate amounts of sleep, sunshine, chiropractic care, and toxic-free environments. Additionally, vaccines were never meant to be the first line of defense against disease. With their being 271 vaccines in the pipeline and the thousands of infectious diseases out there, there is no way we can possibly sterilize the environment and eradicate disease without any sort of risks or consequences; this just CANNOT be the answer. God, Mother Nature, or however you want to look at it figured this out long before we came along and thus, have ultimately provided our bodies with the necessary immune system needed to fight off these diseases. All we have to do is provide our bodies with the necessary nutrients, vitamins, and toxic free environments.

Sources: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IsA57zvHuAQ ; https://healthimpactnews.com/…/there-are-271-new-vaccines-…/

32. In 1990, VAERS (Vaccine Adverse Event Reporting System) was established as a way for people to report adverse events from vaccines. In 2016 alone, VAERS received 59,117 reports including the following: 432 deaths, 1,091 permanent disabilities, 4,132 hospitalizations, and 10,284 emergency room visits. Experts suggest however that less than 1% of true adverse events from vaccines are actually being reported. This is due to the fact most people (including doctors) are not aware of this reporting system, let alone how to look for adverse event from vaccines. So if we calculate out the 2016 numbers to adjust for what expert believe should be the numbers of VAERS, we should see the following: 5,911,700 reports with 43,200 deaths, 109,100 permanent disabilities, 413,200 hospitalizations, and 1,028,400 emergency room visits.

Source: https://vaers.hhs.gov/about.html

33. There are so many disconnects within pro-vax logic that simply do not make sense and help to prove that the vaccine industry strives for wealth rather than health. Take for instance the Hepatitis B vaccine which is given right after birth in the United States. Hepatitis B is typically only transmitted through contaminated needles (most commonly from drug users) or from sexual intercourse. Although in very rare cases a newborn can potentially contract it through a vaginal delivery if mom has Hepatitis B herself, the risk of a newborn baby (and young child for that matter) actually contracting Hepatitis B is slim to none. Furthermore, the potential immunity gained from the vaccine will wear off long before the average child is even at risk of contracting Hepatitis B, which means they will not be protected in the years that actually matter. Another disconnect is Tdap vaccine being given to women during each and every pregnancy. Although the CDC and doctors recommend giving this vaccine to pregnant women as a form of “protection” for baby, the vaccine itself has never even been tested for safety or efficacy in pregnant women. In fact, if you look at the vaccine insert from the vaccine manufacturers themselves, they clearly state this and as such do NOT recommended it to be given to pregnant women. Yet another example of such disconnect is when doctors recommend giving a patient a tetanus shot after an individual gets a wound and/or gash if they are not up to date on their shots. They state that the reason for this is to help prevent the individual from getting tetanus from their wound, however the vaccine is actually useless after an injury has already occurred. This is because it takes an individual roughly 3 weeks to build antibodies to tetanus from the vaccine whereas tetanus itself only takes about 7 to 10 days to start showing in an individual.

Source: Vaccines Revealed – Episode 1 ; https://www.vaccinesrevealed.com/

34. Although most doctors are uneducated on the subject of vaccines and as a result are pro-vaxx, there are still thankfully hundreds of credible doctors out there who have in fact come out against them. Not only have these doctors come out against vaccines to warn society of their dangers to us and our children but they have done this because they (unlike other doctors) have actually taken the time to independently research vaccines and as a result have properly and efficiently looked at/accessed the studies to determine their truth and credibility. They do not blindly go off of what the CDC, WHO, FDA, etc. say. Instead they strive to be fully educated in all areas by doing as much research as possible to find out the truth so that they can provide their patients with the best care possible.

Source: http://www.greatergoodmovie.org/…/doctors-and-scientists-w…/

35. Surprisingly enough most anti-vaxxers are just ex-vaxxers. Many of us (myself included) were once pro-vax and believed the lies that surrounded the vaccine industry and their “lifesaving capabilities”. And just like most pro-vaxxers, we want to keep our children safe and as such believed that health could be as simple as the tip of a needle. We handed our children over to those we thought we could trust without question and abided by the CDC schedule while rolling our eyes at those that tried to warn us of the dangers and corruption. It wasn’t until we were faced with the consequences of vaccines and experienced first-hand the dangerous side effects from vaccines in our own children that we finally woke up and fell down what we call “the rabbit hole”. This is why so many of us have become so vocal and passionate on the subject – we only want to prevent your child(ren) from experiencing the same injuries/death and to prevent you from experiencing the same heartache that so many of us have had to go through. Unlike vaccine manufacturers, doctors, and the CDC, we literally have nothing to gain from this. So maybe it’s time to start questioning why we are willing to risk so much and be ridiculed if we have nothing to gain. Either way whether you believe us or not, the science is on our side and the truth will eventually come out.








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John’s First Day of 2nd Grade … Gaining Ground Out of the Spectrum












*Please note that John’s mom brought him in for treatment of autism related issues 19 months ago.


“I just had to share this picture of John this morning.  He is in shorts with buttons that he hasn’t been in over two years and he likes to have his hair done and spiked with gel which previously was also a huge sensory issue. This is a little boy who would never look at the camera and didn’t have many words prior to Dr. Ally’s care. Thanks again!!!! We have come a long way in two years. I look forward to watch him change and progress. I will be forever grateful to your clinic for this!
Here’s to another successful school year and another year with Arcanum!”

One proud mama
Kim Sueper




Why The Vitamin K Shot Also Poses Certain Risks



If you really set out to study the principles of Vitamin K, you realize that it actually is not a blood coagulant in and of itself.  While it can be a catalyst to promoting healthy blood clotting, there are other factors also at play that prevent our brains from bleeding out our ears.

As Mommypotamus Blogger writes, ““K” IS FOR KOAGULATION!

Vitamin K is a fat-soluble vitamin that derives it’s name from the German word “koagulation.” As you’ve probably guessed, that’s because it’s essential for helping blood clot appropriately when needed.

In newborns, adequate Vitamin K levels are needed to prevent Vitamin K Deficiency Bleeding (VKDB), a rare but life-threatening condition that cause cause uncontrolled bleeding, sometimes into the brain.

Vitamin K is important aspect in any human being’s diet, including, the pregnant mother but so is Vitamin C, B, D, E and Iron.  A deficiency, though, in Vitamin K as per Dr. Mercola can show up more specifically as:

  1. Early onset: Within the first day of life. Early VKDB is exceedingly rare, and is typically related to medicines used by the mother that inhibit vitamin K activity
  2. Classic: Within the first week of life. This is the most common form, occurring in 0.25-1.5 percent of infants who have not received vitamin K at birth
  3. Late onset: From the second week of life up to six months of age. Occurs in 5-7 out of every 100,000 infants not given prophylactic vitamin K, and is indicative of inadequate intake of vitamin K, malabsorption issues, and/or impaired utilization due to an underlying liver disorder

We believe that there are safer, non-invasive and more effective ways to preventing VKDB in an infant.  With any supplement, it is important to note that we are all individuals, “Little Maverick” may not need the same amount of vitamin K as “Little Meadow.”  The amount injected at birth by the allopaths is twenty thousand (20,000) times more than what the newborn’s typical levels are!

You might want to read that last line again.  The paradox continues as conventional medicine constantly warns against the toxic effect of megadosing with synthetic vitamins and yet, it is conferring precisely what it preaches against on a babe just hours old in it’s most fragile state of being.

Another thing that isn’t mentioned, unless you read the package insert on the vaccine, is that the Vitamin K shot contains aluminum.  You probably know that aluminum is a known neurotoxin linked to Alzheimer’s, Autism and very severe gut dysbiosis including constipation.  You can also add to this toxic cocktail a heavy load of preservatives such as polysorbate 80 (aka Tween 80 with it’s estrogen effects that keeps a population sweet, subdued and emasculated) and propylene glycol which you can also use to fill your car with window washer fluid as it is the same thing.

In fact, my own son Jordan, was hospitalized 7 times for chronic constipation so severe that he was given dozens of milk and molasses enemas and even once put under general anesthetic for impacted stool so severe, they had to dig it out of him manually.  He screamed with severe gut pains for 4.5 years, would not eat, with significant black circles under his eyes and a profoundly distended gut.  The head of gastroenterology at the Children’s Hospital suggested putting him on Lansoyl, a stool softener, “as some boys just seem to suffer like this.”  I invited him to come and live our nightmare in our home for a week.

Aluminum poisoning as it relates to constipation appears like this:

Hard, infrequent and scanty stool with obstruction of the abdomen. The pain is up higher in the intestines and when the stool is finally emitted, it is covered in mucus/slimy matter and looks like small stems of pipe. The person will generally continue to suffer cramping and discomfort even while emitting the stool.

As explained by Dr. Natasha Campbell-McBride, the introduction of toxins in combination with poor gut flora (which is a problem that affects a grimgres-1eat number of infants born these days) can lead to developmental problems. It doesn’t matter where these toxins come from—ideally, you’d want to avoid exposing your infant to any.

It is important to note that infants naturally and universally are born with low levels of vitamin K in their bodies.  Isn’t it right to assume that “The Wisdom” (with a capital “W”) buried innately in us, the most profoundly advanced organism on the planet, might just be intended to arrive this way?  We don’t seem to be short on any other luggage when we arrive at the gate of birth!

The truth is that we don’t wholly know. But is that grounds for shoving a needle into a baby’s foot and administering a substance not know for it’s efficacy with 20,000 more units than God himself put under our manifold?!  Especially when the odds are so low that VKDB could happen to your child and that healthy sources of Vitamin K can safely be provided to Mom during pregnancy.

Those at risk of Vitamin K Deficiency as per “Mommypotamus” are thought to be:

  • Breastfeeding Moms – More on this below.
  • Those on Medications during pregnancy, Including Antibiotics – As mentioned above in the section on early VKDB, “Antibiotics, particularly a class known as cephalosporins, reduce the absorption of vitamin K in the body. Long-term use (more than 10 days) of antibiotics may result in vitamin K deficiency because these drugs kill not only harmful bacteria but also beneficial, vitamin K-activating bacteria. This is most likely to occur in people who already have low levels of vitamin K or are at risk for deficiency (such as those who are malnourished, elderly, or taking warfarin). Other medications can also interfere with Vitamin K’s capacity to help the process of coagulation.
  • Certain Health Conditions – If baby has undiagnosed cholestasis (liver problems), diarrhea, hepatitis, cystic fibrosis (CF), celiac disease, or alpha – 1-antitrypsin deficiency, or a genetic variation affecting Vitamin K absorption, they may be at increased risk for VKDB.

Other factors are preterm delivery, low birth weight, and possibly traumatic delivery. Antibiotics given to a newborn may also affect their ability to generate Vitamin K2 within their digestive tract.

Dr. Mercola cites that Synthetic Vitamin K Injection Is Not Risk-Free as Claimed:

“As noted in a 2001 article in Pediatric Pharmacotherapythe standard practice in the US is to administer an intra-muscular injection of 0.5-1 milligram (mg) of phytonadione within one hour of birth. Phytonadione is a fat-soluble synthetic vitamin K1 analog.

Ironically, the phytonadione drug insert warns that it can cause severe, sometimes fatal, allergic reactions when injected into a muscle or vein, and is ideally taken by mouth or injected under the skin. Signs of an allergic reaction include hives, trouble breathing, swelling of the face, lips, tongue, or throat.

One recent PLOS ONE study looking into this issue found that allergic reactions appear to be linked to the preservatives in the vitamin K1 injection:

“[S]erious anaphylaxis-like symptoms appeared in beagle dogs after the administration of vitamin K1 injection for the first time. The plasma histamine concentration increased, and blood pressure decreased sharply. After sensitization, dogs were challenged with vitamin K1 injection and displayed the same degree of symptoms as prior to sensitization. However, when the vitamin K1 injection-sensitized dogs were challenged with a vitamin K1-fat emulsion without solubilizers such as Tween-80, the abnormal reactions did not occur…

Our results indicate that the adverse reaction induced by vitamin K1 injection is an anaphylactoid reaction, not anaphylaxis. Vitamin K1 injection induces the release of inflammatory factors via a non-IgE-mediated immune pathway, for which the trigger may be the solubilizer.”

Even more ironic, pregnant women are warned that it is not known whether taking phytonadione might harm their baby if taken during pregnancy or while breast feeding. The recommended daily allowance (RDA) for infants 0-6 months is 2 micrograms (mcg) per day, so they are receiving a dose that is 5,000 times the RDA.

The RDA for adult women is 90 mcg/day. If you’re an adult suffering minor bleeding due to warfarin use, a one-time dose of 2.5-5 mg is recommended. If an adult overdoses on phytonadione, they’re advised to call Poison Control. And yet newborn babies are given a 1 mg injection whether they in need of it or not. This is a highly irrational approach anyway you look at it. It’s simply not supported by the science in any way shape or form.”

So why is it cited that Mom’s who breastfeed may be at higher risk for Vitamin K deficiency?  Mommypotamus does a great job describing why this is:

“But WHY is breast milk low in Vitamin K, and is this true for ALL women?

Ahhh, that’s where things get interesting. When Dr. Weston A. Price studied the diets of traditional cultures, he discovered what he called “Activator X,” which was found in the special foods “given to pregnant and lactating women, as well as to the maturing boys and girls, in preparation for future parenthood. Dr. Price found these foods to be verimgres-3y rich in fat soluble vitamins A, vitamin D and Activator X —nutrients found only in animal fats.” After 60+ years of searching, it was discovered that “Activator X” is Vitamin K2.

Interestingly, “When Dr. Price analyzed the foods used by isolated primitive peoples he found that they provided at least four times the calcium and other minerals, and at least TEN times the fat-soluble vitamins from animal foods such as butter, fish eggs, shellfish and organ meats.”  In other words, their Vitamin K intake was probably at least ten times higher than ours. Given how much the modern diet has eroded, it’s probably more now.

Why did these cultures emphasize dietary K2 during pre-pregnancy, pregnancy, and breastfeeding? There are probably a lot of reasons, but one of them may have been its effect on VKDB.

How can you up your natural sources of Vitamin K?  Eat a varied, organic, whole and 80% raw diet making sure that you get lots of good fats that are resonant to you blood type (See Dr. D’Adamo’s Book, “Eat Right For Your Type”) and eat lots of greens.  Here’s a list of vegetables and fruits that are high in Vitamin K as per “Healthalisciousness” by percentage per tablespoon:

  • imgres-2Basil (I love Pesto!)(107%),  Dried Sage & Dried Thyme (107%), Fresh Parsley (82%), Dried Coriander (Cilantro) & Dried Parsley (34%), Dried Marjoram (16%), Fresh Basil (13%), and Fresh Chives
  • Frozen Kale (1433%), Frozen Spinach (1284%), Mustard Greens (1037%), Spinach (1111%), Collards (966%), Beet Greens (871%), Swiss Chard (716%), TurnipGreens (662%), Dandelion Greens (471%), and Broccoli Raab (272%).
  • Garden Cress (339%), Endive (144%), Radicchio (128%), Chicory Greens (108%), Watercress (106%), Cos (Romaine) Lettuce (60%), Green Lettuce (57%), Red Lettuce (49%), Celery (37%), Arugula (Rocket) (25%), Iceberg Lettuce & Cucumber (22%).
  • Broccoli (276%), Cabbage (204%), Frozen Broccoli (203%), Chinese Broccoli (93%), Red Cabbage (90%), Pak Choi (72%), Savoy Cabbage, raw (60%), and Cauliflower (22%).
  • Frozen Asparagus, cooked (180%), Leeks, cooked (152%), Okra, cooked (80%) and Fennel, raw (68%).
  • Dill Pickle (54%), Sour Pickle (38%) and Sweet Pickle Relish (16%) per tablespoon.
  • Blueberries (120%), Pears (46%), Peaches (31%), Figs (29%), and Currants (15%)

So even before you conceive that brand new baby of yours, do your due diligence on issues of vaccination.  It is critical that you are properly apprised of the risks and that you prepare your body to carry and deliver a baby as health as she/he can be.  Your decisions, now, can affect the health of another human being for the whole of their lives.









HPV Vaccine Damage Resolution; A Success Story









“Hi Ally!
Our local paper did a story on Brayden. It’s on my and Brayden’s Facebook page. I would like you to share and tell Brayden’s story and how you’ve used Heilkunst and the timeline to treat and cure her! If just one mom reads how the HPV vaccine almost destroyed my girl then maybe they won’t allow their daughter to receive it. I want people to read it from your wise perspective.
My own Heilkunst treatment has also played a role in Brayden’s recovery.
Always grateful for you in our lives!
Sent from my iPhone”



Former Bearcat Auer overcomes challenges to keep playing volleyball  (read full article here)

Brayden Auer nearly decided to give up on her dream of playing volleyball in college. After battling through a bout with seizures during high school career at Scottsbluff, Auer persevered.

“When I was playing basketball my senior year in high school, I had some issues with seizures,” she said. “I didn’t want to go out or quit knowing that I wasn’t able to be the best that I can be.”

Her determination and grit paid off. After graduating from Scottsbluff in 2013, Auer played for Northeastern Junior College in Sterling, Colorado. She played at NJC for two and a half years and was a major contributor to the team’s success.

“When I made up my mind up to go on and play in college, my coach and I reached out to a couple of different schools and that’s when NJC invited me to play,” she said. “The school and people were friendly during my time there, but when I made the team my health was still an issue.”

Auer learned how to recognize and deal with the warning signs of an approaching seizure. Eventually, she was able to regulate her own practice and playing time with the endorsement of her doctors.

“I had to really grow up and make mature decisions about practice and my playing time because my condition isn’t something that a person can just tough out,” she said.

Although her health issues complicated her sporting career at NJC, she is grateful for the support and understanding from her teammates and coaches.

“My playing time was limited mostly because my condition affected my eyesight and my depth perception,” Auer said. “But now that my treatment is complete, I’m excited about the next two years.”

In fact, Auer was excited to report that she should be seizure free from this point forward.

Auer has many good reasons to be excited. She is moving to upstate New York to attend and play for Division III State University of New York (SUNY) at Canton, New York.

“Of course I’m excited and nervous, but I’m the kind of person that has always wanted to experience new things,” she said. “Actually, I’m even a little sad to go because it’s so far away from my family.”

Auer’s family supports her decision to go and play because sports and volleyball have always played a pivotal role in their lives. She credited her mom for most of her early success in volleyball.

“I grew up playing volleyball at the YMCA,” she said. “I think I attribute my love for the game to my mom, who played as a setter for Western Nebraska Community College. I especially remember when she did some coaching at Scottsbluff High School with Heidi Huck. I was a fifth or sixth grader and looked up to the girls on the team and wanted to be like them.”

She got that chance a few years later as she joined both the Bearcat volleyball and basketball squads. Playing on both of those teams helped Auer learn a valuable lesson.

“Even though we might not of had the greatest success as a team, we learned to play as a team and appreciate the ups and downs together,” she said. “Even though I had health issues, coach [Megan] Burda still pushed me to be my best and she counted on me to lead. That really helped me decide to go on and play in college.”

NJC enjoyed another tremendous season. The Plainswomen advanced all the wayi to the Region IX South Tournament championship before finishing runner-up to WNCC. Auer valued the experience of competing on a high level with one of the best teams in the region.

“It was really cool with us to go out and compete with WNCC because they were the highest competition we faced this season,” she said. “Coach Squier’s approach to discipline made all of us very mentally tough. It helped us not only be better players, but we all became better people too. We were taught to not cheat the system and to not cheat ourselves.”

Auer’s journey has been a unique one. Her story is about overcoming all odds and it continues to shape her into the person she wants to become.

“I think for me, since my health has always held me back, I am learning to play to the best of my ability,” she said. “I want to make a huge impact on my team and kind of prove myself all over again.”

Beyond sports, Auer has great advice for everyone who face challenges.

“There will always be down periods and moments when you want to tell yourself that you can’t do it,” she said. “People need to believe in themselves and understand that they can do things if they really want to. Don’t give up on hard work and determination. I was raised to push through things and not give up.”

What is the Meaning of Autism and Why is It Suddenly So Prevalent?

I recall back in the 3rd year of medical school at the Hahnemann College for Heilkunst this discussion being raised in class.  We talked about how diseases of a microbiological nature are naturally declining.  How many of your peers or family members have suffering recently from Cholera or Scarlet Fever?  Even Cancer is on a 25% lessing trajectory and with less that 3% therapeutic efficacy in conventional medicine, this certainly is not due to Surgery, Chemotherapy or Radiation.

Autism will become the scourge of our modern times.  It is a condition of a lack of a healthy ontic (ontological, individuality or sense of one’s self) and on the biological level, physical and emotional armouring.  There is a reason that Autism is coming up on the tail end of Cancer, a disease so prevalent in the 60’s and 70’s.  That is because many of these babes are being born to professional mothers who’ve been subjected not only to a whole host of  environmental toxicity, vaccines, mercury fillings and expectations to be as intellectually adept by matching their male counterparts a full 50% in global boardrooms.

However, this all is coming at a cost.  Our Autistic children are being born to mothers bourn out of of the state of mind of cancer.  They’re mostly armoured in their natural functioning and unfoldment, they rescue others to the exclusion of themselves and suffering feelings of the un-lived life.  This is the definition for the state of mind of Cancer and they are prey to the education system and the corporate infrastructure needing a false authority to tell them what to do.  I know, because they attempt to put me on the same pedestal.

“Supplemental Feeding” by Edwin & Kelly Tofslie https://flic.kr/p/mA8wb

No, I’m not saying that stay at home Moms are preferable to working Moms for raising our babies.  The intellect will attempt to categorize what I’m saying here with big wad of guilt and a knee jerk reflective desire to distill the whole phenomenon down to the simplest terms.  It doesn’t work like that.  We can’t fix this phenomenon without the proper rumination or consideration.  It’s precisely THIS way of intellectualizing that is part of the problem.  The intellect despises phenomenology as it prefers unidimensional thinking.

What I am saying is that we’re transitioning more and more into intellectual automatons which is leaving our wombs and bubba-kins bereft of feeling, love, grace, ease, naturalness, surrender and the capacity for true wisdom properly ensouled and incarnated in our physical bodies.  We’ve lost much of our inherent ataraxia and it is impacting on the health of our children.

Our babes are being ravaged as a side-line project, an intellectual side-bar, because most people seems to “think” that they should spawn at least one child.  It is part of the social construct, an offshoot of our armoured beliefs, it is something we just do.  Isn’t it?! We’ve lost much of the modus operandi to want to wholly realize a love so profound with our parter that we’re overflowing with generosity and feeling by extending this to another human being for the whole of their childhood and beyond.  We’re having children and then resenting parenting them so we give them to others to parent and educate them for us.

"Amelia and Reese Terrorizing the Village by Donnie Ray Jones https://flic.kr/p/qqEUX1

“Amelia and Reese Terrorizing the Village by Donnie Ray Jones https://flic.kr/p/qqEUX1

I once served a female Lawyer who clearly never loved her husband in that luscious, full throttle kind of orgastic way, and had really used him as a donor to spawn a son and daughter.  Her hate for him and her circumstances was palatable.  Her focus was on fixing her children in a loveless marriage.  She even slept with the kids and never him!  Can you imagine?!  It was sad and pathetic and frustrating for all involved, including me, as the practitioner.

You can have the greatest regimen and throw remedies at a situation like that, but until the individual chooses love and resonance, that broken wheel is never going to turn out right, and neither are the kids.  I’ve written another article on why love and intimacy are critical for the health and well-being of our children, regardless of whether they’re in the spectrum or not here.

We’re, sadly, seeing giving birth more as an intellectual milestone of achieving just one more more rung in the accomplishment factory of our driven natures through false expectations.  Add to that state of mind, or lack thereof, our Genetics, toxic loads in the way of GMO’s, vaccines, DNA complications, circumcision, mental anguish, and intellectual robotics and you have a dynamic recipe for creating a child suffering ASD issues; vaccinated or not!

We’ve forgotten how to simply be, postured more as widgets to false authority and the expectations of others than on fulfilling our own true desire programs through love and a full embodied sense of our individual selves, which can at times include love for another human being, but not necessarily.  I know plenty of women, and men too, who ignore their artistic or musical abilities for a law or medical degree instead, but try a side order of parent-hood with disastrous consequences.  We diminish the wisdom in the arts (or other more personal fulfillments) and herald the capacity to sort intellectually in the most mechanistic and materialistic of ways.

"Tears" by Thomas Leuthard https://flic.kr/p/dkvRJ9

“Tears” by Thomas Leuthard https://flic.kr/p/dkvRJ9

Years ago, I served a writer Mom of two autistic boys (a rare case of non-vaxxed children) who made herself go to University for Pharmacy, working dispensing pills while wearing her Birkenstocks.  She was a full-fledged granola Momma, working a socially expected paradigm that was totally incongruent with her values.  She wasn’t even close enough to the cash register to guide patients to the more resonant Homeopathic Medicines that she loved and used at home; her true personal preference as she hated Big Pharma and pill pushing Doctors.  She lived from a state of utter incongruence and she had the symptoms to prove it.  She wrote poetry on her off-hours while totally exhausted from 12 hour shifts.  She despised her life and believed that she must settle for her present existence in order to clothe and feed her sons.  Her husband was an artist too.

By systematically procreating, without an ensouled thought for the outcome of this choice we starve our babes of a becoming functionally whole.  This is why, as a function of evolution, we’re seeing less diseases of the physical body like Cholera and more conditions related to our armoured beliefs, minds, spirit devoid of a true embodied wisdom.  Spiritual diseases like Autism, Schizophrenia and drug abuse (recreational and pharmaceuticals) are on the rise.  The trajectory indicates that ASD (Autism Spectrum Disorders) will become epidemic.   At the time of this writing 1 in 45 children will be diagnosed as Autistic.


I know this phenomenon to be true, I suffered this dynamic myself and I wrote a book, entitled, “The Path To Cure; The Whole Art of Healing Autism” for the same reasons I’ve cited above.  In the book, I cite my own son’s exodus from the Autism Spectrum due to Heilkunst treatment, but not to the exclusion of my former gestures of feeling prey to the expectations of others.  I was a broken, bereft automaton educated by a traditional University and working in public enterprise that did not give a rat’s hiney whether I ever had an individual thought in my head or not.

I was a Financial Advisor working for government with a dental plan and a pension, an armoured cog in a very big unfeeling wheel.  I was a widget, a contrivance of cloned cyborgs, working in 8 X 12 blue felt cubicles next to other cyborgs.  I hated it and my armoured hate produced a replicate of my intellectual stimming, a babe, who mimicked my chronic fears and anxieties devoid of speech with chronic rocking back and forth with little eye contact.  Are you starting to feel the connection?  Jordan had no way of being cured until I addressed the lack of connection to my true essential self … the false ego had to go!

Michael J. Lincoln, in his book “Messages From The Body,”  illustrates Autism as:

“Who’s the parent here?” There is childish behaviour by the adults going on around them, resulting in the individual’s feeling unprotected and vulnerable to invasive influences. In particular, the child is likely to be responding to their mother’s situation, feelings, and disrupted functioning. There is an experience of being helpless to cope with their situation, and it indicates that their emotional needs are not being met. They feel like they and their needs are being relegated to the back burner, and that they are being pushed aside by their family (mother in particular). It undermines their immune system and their ability to take care of themselves. It arises when the adults are more concerned about their own immediate comforts and convenience than they are about the welfare of the child, or when they operate with beliefs that teach the child that the child or they don’t have what it takes for the child to be perfectly safe and healthy.

“Out there.” They are an autistic or schizophrenic who is incapable of dealing with the demands of life. They live in constant fearfulness and overwhelm experiences. It is a “re-evaluation” of their life purpose, in which the essence processes the last several lives while not being in a position where they have to take care of themselves or anything else. Whatever family and/or genetic processes were involved in the precipitation of the disorder were part of the destiny design.

“Feeling-phobia.” They were so devastatingly but super-subtly trained to avoid awareness of the emotions as a child that it has resulted in a breakdown of the physical system for doing so. They come from a severely denial-dominated and or repressive dysfunctional family in which any contact with what people were really feeling would have resulted in a calamitous collapse of the whole family.


Here’s a video based on Wilhelm Reich’s book, “Children Of The Future” that may explain the gist of this article an how we produce, and alternatively prevent, armouring and gestures of Autism more clearly:

In summation, the microbiological diseases were designed to furnish the physical and etheric bodies with enough challenges to help along their incarnate capacities for this next phase of evolution.  We’re at the precipice of fully integrating the self, our ontic organization (as per Rudolf Steiner), or individuality.  Think iPhone, iPad, iMovie, etc.  Perhaps you’ll also find it interesting that Autistic children generally demand an iEducation based on individual mentorship rather than conforming to the expectation of a one size fits all educational approach most of us were subjected to.


"Start 'em Young" by JL! https://flic.kr/p/37iZdB

“Start ’em Young” by JL! https://flic.kr/p/37iZdB

We used to all more or less do the same thing in the post industrial age, working in offices, wearing the same suits.  Now we’re striving for autonomy and sovereignty.  The challenge, now, becomes ontological and the condition most associated with this task is Autism.  It is said that we’re all in the spectrum to a degree.  The genetic miasms most associated with Autism are Syphilis and Lyme which, as mentioned prior follows on the heels of Cancer as per timeline treatment under the Heilkunst umbrella of protocol.

51j1c6tSfTL._UY250_If you’re looking for additional resources, regarding this whole phenomenon, I wrote a second book on this topic entitled, “Unfolding The Essential Self; From Rage to Orgastic Potency.”  It is my Postgraduate Thesis and also a culmination of my own personal functional purpose.  I’ve spent the latter 20 years working to unravel the mess that society, my diseases, armouring and my unwitting familial construct hemmed me into.  Perhaps you too are ready to take the blue pill and step out of The Matrix too.

Trinity: Neo… nobody has ever done this before.

Neo: I know. That’s why it’s going to work.




Reclaiming Our Health by John Robbins: http://www.amazon.com/Reclaiming-Our-Health-Exploding-Embracing/dp/0915811804

CDC survey: 1 in 45 children have autism: http://www.upi.com/Health_News/2015/11/13/CDC-survey-1-in-45-children-have-autism/4131447426941/

Thinking, Feeling and Willing. The Threefold Human Being. Sophia Institute: http://www.sophiainstitute.us/blog/thinking-feeling-and-willing-the-threefold-human-being

The Study of Man by Rudolf Steiner: http://wn.rsarchive.org/Lectures/GA293/English/RSP1966/StuMan_index.html

Messages From the Body by Michael J., Lincoln: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XjBIDGCY7yE

Children Of The Future By Wilhelm Reich: http://www.amazon.com/Children-Future-Prevention-Sexual-Pathology/dp/0374518467

Unfolding The Essential Self; From Rage to Orgastic Potency by Allyson McQuinn: http://arcanum.ca/unfolding



“There May Be A Link between The Hep. B shot and Colic In Infants” as per my Twitter Feed One Day


My son was born almost two months premature, suffered liver dysfunction needing bilirubin lights for a week, and didn’t suckle requiring he be fed through a nose tube for 6 weeks.  I was never asked if I wanted him to have a Vitamin K shot, antibiotics in his eyes, or a Hepatitis B shot.  They were administered without my knowledge.  Also, shortly after we brought him home from hospital, he screamed around the clock for the first 6 months of his life. No joke, 6 months around the clock.  It was a scream that I will never forget.  Imagine someone being murdered in their bed and you’ll perhaps conjure the force of his blood-curdling shrieks.

Although I knew it was not normal, I had no clue what to do about it.  I was once at a baby and me drop in on a Friday at the local community centre.  While I paced the halls trying to soothe my screeching baby, all the other moms had their wee infant lovelies on their laps singing, “The Wheels On The Bus Go Round and Round, Round and Round, Round and Round …”  I so wanted to be on the bus, just alone, to bawl my eyes out all through the town.

My life was in shambles from several months of being woken hourly around the clock.  When I did try to sleep, my autonomic nervous system had become so fried, that I’d lost the capacity to shut it down to effectively let go to sleep.  By month 4, as soon as I drifted off, I would tunnel back up to the surface in gasping fits like a post-war Vietnam vet still living on the front lines.  I was clearly suffering Colic-Post-Traumatic-Stress-Disorder (C-PTSD).  In those first six months of hell on earth, we nicknamed our infant son, “Le Miserable.”

Also, he could keep little food down, seemingly hating my breast milk.  He suffered spewing reflux coating the walls and myself in sour breast milk day after day, hour after hour.  Every week, I was counselled by family and visiting nurses (Yes, they sent nurses over to ensure I’d not completely lost my mind) to go off yet another food so that my son would not be sensitive to my milk.   If another person cited, “It must be the fruits you’re eating,” or “It must be the vegetables you’re eating.” By the end of month 4, I was eating nothing but bread, apple sauce and water.  I felt like I was dying inside.  I hated my life.  There was nothing about being a new mother that I felt I could appreciate. Nothing!

With the delayed MMR shot, at 15 months, my son lost all speech, eye contact and started to rock back and forth for minutes or hours at a time.  In my later research, I’d come to find out he was vaccine-damaged, however, I’d never equated the first 6 months of insufferable colic, off the charts of any state of normalcy, with anything other than his prematurity and my seemingly poisonous milk until I saw a fateful line in my twitter stream one day a few months ago, “There May Be A Link between The Hep. B shot and Colic In Infants!”

My head rolled around on its axis and a new kind of anger and resentment took a hold of my gut, roiled around a couple of gnarly turns in my loins and then switched on about twenty little 20 year old light bulbs in my mind.  All that shame and guilt that I’d felt for resorting to gripe water started to be illuminated, gathered up and loaded onto a sea of bitterness and spite … Part 2; The Sequel!

Are you kidding me?  The Hep. B shot could account for his liver issues when I couldn’t pick him up for almost 2 weeks while he was under the Bilirubin lights, his latch so weak that I pumped milk for him remotely for 8 weeks while he lived in the special care nursery in the hospital, all the reflux and inhuman screeching and sleepless nights could be at least partially anchored to the Thimerosal (mercury) laced vaccine for a sexually transmitted disease that my premature infant could never possibly come in contact with in the first place?  Also, there is not a shred of science proving its efficacy in that the vaccine can wear off even before my son became sexually active anyway?  Please excuse my language but WTF?!

I’ve sat on this for months, now.  Frankly, I’ve just been too gobsmacked to face it.  How might I react?  How did I want to deal with this new plot twist in our history?  For crying out loud (literally), I’d already written a book about my son’s vaccine damage and I’d not had this piece illuminated in time to even include this new piece of knowledge?  How am I going to get up on the roof tops once more to decry the damage done to my babe and let other parents know?  At 51,  with my son fully grown and now healthy, due to Heilkunst Medicine,  do I even have it in me to mount this fight for the truth to be illuminated.  You bet I do!

Allyson’s complete story is told in her first book The Path To Cure : The Whole Art of Healing Autism, and now you can listen to the audiobook version for free at this website.







Excellent Resources for Individuals Researching Vaccination


VACCINATION BOOKS (ENGLISH) Here’s the link to the original document with embedded links HERE
Vaccine books Vaccination

[There must be 50 books here, most of which will blow vaccination clean out the water. The editors favourite writers are Tim O’Shea DC and Neil Miller, they keep their information up to date, and Tim covers disease theory which is an important part of vaccination deconstruction  (his DVDs are great also). A Jan 2010 book written by parents whose children were damaged by MMR vaccine is exceptional: Silenced Witnesses (lets hope it sinks MMR, followed by the vaccine programme).  Also, from another angle, Vitamin C by itself would sink vaccination, as you can read in Dr Levy’s book: Vitamin C, Infectious Diseases, and Toxins: Curing the Incurable.  The classic from the online collection is: THE POISONED NEEDLE by Eleanor McBeanplus two well written and simple to read classics:  THE BLOOD POISONERS BY Lionel Dole and The Truth About Vaccination and Immunization by Lily Loat, all 3 sink smallpox vaccination very well, which is the blood drenched foundation stone of the whole racket.
They have all been suppressed, in that you will never find any in a bookshop, school, libraries, or reviewed (only these propaganda books) in the media, so they, in effect, don’t exist for most people–until the internet came along.  The editor was woken up by the classic: Immunisation: The Reality Behind The Myth by Walene James. ]

See vaccine booksSmallpox  On line French  Homeopathic  Animal  Spanish

[2013] Dissolving Illusions: Disease, Vaccines, and The Forgotten History
[2011] Vaccination is Not Immunization by Tim O’Shea, DC
[2008] Vaccine Safety Manual for Concerned Families and Health Practitioners: Guide to Immunization Risks and Protection by Neil Z. Miller
[2010 Jan] Silenced Witnesses Volume II: The Parents’ Story
[2002] Vitamin C, Infectious Diseases, and Toxins: Curing the Incurable—Thomas E. Levy, M.D., J.D.
[2008] What the Pharmaceutical companies don’t want you to know about Vaccines by Dr Todd M. Elsner, D.C.

ON Line Books
Smallpox vaccination

[2004] The Vaccination Nonsense: 2004 Lectures By Gerhard Buchwald  

[2002] The Decline of Tuberculosis despite “protective” Vaccination by Dr. G Buchwald MD

[pdf] Aluminum in Vaccines by Neil Miller
[pdf] Overdosed babies by Neil Miller

Vaccination Roulette: Experiences, Risks and Alternatives

(1999) The Vaccination Crisis Published online 10/6/99 http://pathlights.com/onlinebooks/

[e book] Terror of Pediatric Medicine by Mark Sircus Ac, OMD

[1994] Vaccination – A Business Based on Fear  by Dr. G Buchwald MD 

[1993] Animal Research Takes Lives by Bette Overell

[1990, updated 1998] UNIVERSAL IMMUNIZATION Medical Miracle or Masterful Mirage By Dr. Raymond Obomsawin

[1977 book] Swine Flu Expose by Eleanora I. McBean, Ph.D., N.D.

[1965 book] THE BLOOD POISONERS BY Lionel Dole

[1957 book] THE POISONED NEEDLE by Eleanor McBean

[1957 book] The Hidden Dangers In Polio Vaccine (Chapter 10 of Poisoned Needle) by Eleanor McBean

[1957 Booklet] Is Mass Vaccination with B.C.G. always warranted in the Scandinavian Countries? 


[Book 1951] The Truth About Vaccination and Immunization by Lily Loat

[1949 book] BACTERIA INC. by Cash Asher

[1940’s book] The Dream & Lie of Louis Pasteur by R. B. Pearson

[c1940 book] Vaccines and Serum Evils by Herbert Shelton

[1939 book] The Schick Inoculation Against Diphtheria— Beddow Bayley

[1936 book] The VACCINATION PROBLEM by Joseph P. Swan

[1936 Pamphlet] The Case AGAINST Vaccination By M.  BEDDOW BAYLY M.R.C.S., L.R.C.P.

[Book 1935 USA] Hale, Annie Riley. The Medical Voodoo. New York: Gotham House, 1936.

[1925] Bats, Mosquitoes and Dollars by Campbell, Dr. A. R.


Books by year from present day
[2013] Dissolving Illusions: Disease, Vaccines, and The Forgotten History

[2012] VACCeptable Injuries: Increasing Childhood Diseases & Developmental Disorders by Markus Heinze

[2012] Vaccine Illusion by Dr. Obukhanych

[2011] Vaccine-nation: Poisoning the Population, One Shot at a Time by Andreas Moritz

[2011 Oct] Unlocking Jake: The Story of a Rabies Vaccine, Autism & Recovery 

[2011] Shaken Baby Syndrome or Vaccine-Induced Encephalitis? by Harold Buttram, MD, FAACP and Christina England  In 1971 Norma Guthkelch, retired neurosurgeon,  published the first description of the Shaken Baby Syndrome (SBS). Within the next several years John Caffey, pediatric radiologist, wrote several articles supporting the SBS theory. Very soon after, when infants were brought into hospital emergency rooms in the U.S.A. with findings of brain hemorrhages without known accidental explanations, these were commonly attributed to SBS, and parents or caretakers were often criminally convicted.  Since that time conclusive evidence has emerged proving that these prosecutions have been founded upon tainted medical opinions and fundamentally flawed scientific methodology  (i.e. junk science).

[2011 Jan] A Commentary on Current Childhood Vaccine Programs by Harold E. Buttram, MD

[2011 Jan] VACCINE EPIDEMIC:  How Corporate Greed, Biased Science, and Coercive Government Threaten Our Human Rights, Our Health, and Our Children by Louise Kuo Habakus and Mary Holland

[2010] MAKE an INFORMED VACCINE DECISION by Mayer Eisenstein, MD, JD, MPH (with Neil Miller)

[2010 Jan] Silenced Witnesses Volume II: The Parents’ Story

[2010] Against Compulsory Vaccination: A Long Train of Abuses and Usurpations (Volume 2) by Kevin A. Muhammad

[2009] Against Compulsory Vaccination: Why HPV Vaccines Are Dangerous To The Lives Of Girls, Young Women And Everyone Else by Kevin A. Muhammad

[2009] The Case Against Hepatitis B Vaccination: Prevent Your Newborns & Infants From Being Permanently Injured by Kevin A. Muhammad

[2009] Silenced Witnesses 1: The Parents’ Story

Good-Bye Germ Theory by Dr. William Trebing

[2010] Unvaccinated, Homeschooled, and TV-Free: It’s Not Just for Fanatics and Zealots by Julie Cook

[2009 Sept] Jabs, Jenner and Juggernauts: a Look at Vaccination by Jennifer Craig

Short e books
[pdf] Aluminum in Vaccines by Neil Miller
[pdf] Overdosed babies by Neil Miller

[2008] What the Pharmaceutical companies don’t want you to know about Vaccines by Dr Todd M. Elsner, D.C.

[2008] Fear of the Invisible by Janine Roberts

[2008 Oct] From One Prick to Another

[DPT] A Stolen Life by Marge Grant

[June 2008] Saying No to Vaccines: A Resource Guide for All Ages by Dr. Tenpenny

[2008 MMR] Silenced Witnesses The Parents’ Story

[2008] Vaccine Safety Manual for Concerned Families and Health Practitioners: Guide to Immunization Risks and Protection by Neil Z. Miller

[e book] Terror of Pediatric Medicine by Mark Sircus Ac, OMD

[2006]  Stop the Shots! – Are Vaccinations Killing Our Pets? by John Clifton

Helen’s Story by Rosemary Fox

[Oct 2006] The Chickenpox Vaccine: A New Epidemic of Disease and Corruption by Gary S. Goldman holds a Ph.D

[2006] INJECTION! Fiction based on fact] How Gary Goldman blew the whistle about the problems witht the chickenpox vaccine

[June 2006] Just A Little Prick by Peter and Hilary Butler

[2006] Vaccines: A Resource Guide for Parents, the Risks, the Benefits, the Choices  Sherri J., Dr. Tenpenny   See: Sherri J., Dr. Tenpenny

[2005] Raising A Vaccine Free Child by WENDY LYDALL

[2005] The Virus and the Vaccine: Contaminated Vaccine, Deadly Cancers, and Government Neglect by Debbie Bookchin and Jim Schumacher

[2005] “EVIDENCE  OF  HARM” by New York Times writer David Kirby

[2004] Mercury : The Winged Messenger by Courtney L. Zietzke 

[2004] The Vaccination Nonsense: 2004 Lectures By Gerhard Buchwald  

The Vaccination Nonsense (2004 Lectures)—Dr. med. G. Buchwald  ISBN 3-8334-2508-3  22 Euro

The Decline of Tuberculosis despite “protective” Vaccination by Dr. Gerhard Buchwald M.D.

Vaccine A: The Covert Government Experiment That’s Killing Our Soldiers and Why GIs Are Only the First Victims By Gary Matsumoto

[2002] Anthrax: A Deadly Shot in the Dark—LT. COL. THOMAS S. HEEMSTRA (Ret. U.S.A.F.)

[2002] When Your Doctor is Wrong Hepatitis B Vaccine, Autism, & One Child’s Rescue

[2002, updated reprint] Vaccines: Are They Really Safe And Effective? —–Neil Miller

[2002] The Decline of Tuberculosis despite “protective” Vaccination by Dr. G Buchwald MD

[2001] What Your Doctor May Not Tell You About Children’s Vaccinations by Stephanie Cave, M.D., F.A.A.F.P.

[2000] Behavioural Problems in Childhood: The Link to Vaccination–Viera Scheibner, Ph.D. ISBN 0957800703
Available UK: Informed Parent

[2000] The Infant Survival Guide: Protecting Your Baby from the Dangers of Crib Death, Vaccines and Other Environmental Hazards by Lendon H.Smith, M.D., Joseph Hattersley  ISBN: 1890572128

[1999] Immunization: History, Ethics, Law and Health by Catherine Diodati

[1999] The Vaccination Crisis – Published online 10/6/99 http://pathlights.com/onlinebooks/

[1998] Vaccination Roulette Experiences, Risks and Alternatives—Australian Vaccination Network (£14.50 inc p&p) Available from (UK):
Nexus, 55 Queens Rd, E Grinstead, W. Sussex RH19 1BG. Tel: 01342 322854 Fax: 01342 324574.

[1998] UNIVERSAL IMMUNIZATION Medical Miracle or Masterful Mirage By Dr. Raymond Obomsawin

[1998] The Trial of The Medical Mafia ISBN 2921783029–Joachim Schafer
An account of the hearing before the Quebec College of Physicians
Testimony of Dr Hyde  Dr Buchwald

[1997] Childhood Immunisation by Jamie Murphy ISBN: 0963037307

[1997 AUS] Vaccination  by Greg Beattie ISBN 1876308001Available Australia: Bunya Books PO Box 46, BLI BLI Q. 4560. Ph: (07) 5448 4247  UK: Informed Parent

[1997] Vaccination: The Issue of Our Times by Peggy O’Mara (Mothering Magazine) ISBN: 091425717X

[1997 USA] Epidemic.  The rise of “new” childhood diseases in the US–A manmade disaster-Keidi Obi Awadu

[1996 USA] Vaccines. An ounce of prevention?  Or a pound of death?—–Keidi Obi Awadu

[1996] Emerging Viruses: AIDS & Ebola. Nature, Accident or Intentional?—Leonard Horowitz, D.M.D.,M.A.,M.P.H.

[1996 UK] What Doctors Don’t Tell You—-Lynne McTaggart www.wddty.co.uk
One chapter on vaccination

[1996 USA] Outrage! How babies were used as guinea pigs in a LA county vaccine experiment.  The Conscious Rasta Report Vol3, Issue 6, Aug 1996-Keidi Obi Awadu

[1996 USA] Immunisation: Theory vs Reality by Neil Miller   ISBN 1881217124

[1995] What About Immunizations? Exposing the Vaccine Philosophy by Cynthia Cournoyer

[1995] Immunisation: The Reality Behind The Myth —Walene James.

[1995] Vaccine Roulette  by Neil Miller   ISBN: 1881217094

[1995] The Medical Mafia by Guylaine Lanctot, M.D.                        One chapter on vaccines.

[1994] Vaccination – A Business Based on Fear  by Dr. G Buchwald MD 

[1993] The Vaccination Connection —Sue Marston

[1993] Vaccinations: The Rest of the Story  by Peggy O’Mara (Editor) ISBN: 0914257102

[1993] Vitamin C, Nature’s Miraculous Healing Missile!  Australia by Archie Kalokerinos M.D.  M.D & Dr Glen Dettman.    ISBN 0646119850
Two chapters with vaccine info: Immunisation SIDS and the role of vitamin C in its prevention. The Polio vaccine: Brodie vs Salk.

[1993] Vaccination  100 Years of Orthodox Research shows that Vaccines Represent a Medical Assault on the Immune System  Australia by Dr Viera Scheibner  ISBN 064615121x
(UK: Minerva Books.0171 385 1361)

[1993] Adverse Events Associated With Childhood Vaccines : Evidence Bearing on Causality,  by Kathleen R. Stratton, Cynthia J. Howe   ASIN: 0309048958

[1993 NZ] Animal Research Takes Lives  New Zealand —Bette Overell   ISBN 0473018462
Chapter 5–Vaccinations http://www.health.org.nz/contents.html

Vaccines: Vital or Vulnerable–Archie Kalokerinos M.D.  M.D & Dr Glen Dettman.

[1993] Hidden Dangers in Polio Vaccine by Elanor McBean    ISBN: 0787305936

[1992] Vaccination The “Hidden” Facts  Australia by Ian Sinclair.  ISBN 0646088122

[1992] Some Call it AIDS: I Call it Murder The Connection Between Cancer, AIDS, Immunizations, and Genocide—Eva Snead, M.D.

[1992] Vaccines: Are They Really Safe And Effective? —–Neil Miller

[1992] Vaccines Are Dangerous: A Warning to the Black Community by Curtis Cost
[1992] Black Men Say Goodbye to Misery, Say Hello to Love by Yoshua Barak (Paperback – Nov 1992

[1991] What About Immunisation? Exposing The Vaccine Philosophy by Cynthia Cournoyer   ISBN: 0961218851

[1990) Vaccination, Social Violence & Criminality by Harris Coulter  ISBN 1556430841

[1991]  A Shot In The Dark by Harris Coulter & Barbara Loe Fisher    ISBN 089529463x

[1991 UK] Vaccination & Immunisation: Dangers, Delusions & Alternatives by Chaitow. ISBN: 0852071914

Dispelling Vaccine Myths—Alan Phillips

Lethal Injections–William Douglass, MD

The Consumer’s Guide to Childhood Vaccines–Barbara Loe Fisher

[1990] The Immunisation Decision —Randall Neustaedter

[1990) Vaccinations: The Untold Truth Yves DeLatte, San Antonio, TX, AUM Publications, 1990

[1988 r1994] The AIDS Time Bomb—John West Ph.D.  (some chapters)

[1988 r1995] AIDS and the Doctors of Death—-Alan Cantwell, M.D.
The hepatitis B vaccine and the origin of AIDS.

[1988] AIDS Inc by John Rappoport (some chapters) ISBN 0941523039

[1987 feb] Immunization Dice ——Michael J. Brody  ISBN: 0870782118

[1987] Vaccinations and Immune Malfunction—-Harold Buttram, MD, John C. Hoffman   ISBN: 0916285367

[1984] How To Raise A Healthy Child In Spite Of Your Doctor3 —Mendelsohn,M.D.    ISBN 034534276 [1983] Vaccinations: Rest of the Story  —–Peggy O’Mara    ISBN: 0914257005

[1983] Dangers of Compulsory Immunizations: How to Legally Avoid Them —-Tom Finn

[1981] Every Second Child  —-Dr Kalokerinos   ISBN: 0879832509
Infant mortality reached 50% from the immunisation of vitamin C deficient Australian Aborigines.

[1979] Confessions of a Medical Heretic —Dr Mendelsohn    ISBN 08092 41315

[1977] Vaccination, The Silent Killer—-Honorof, Ida, and McBean.

[1977] Swine Flu ExposeE. McBean

[1967] Wilson, Sir Graham S. The Hazards of Immunization. London: The Athlone Press, 1967.
Wilson’s book won’t interest the general reader. In fact, the general reader will find its full-blown medical terminology so entirely daunting that it is a virtual certainty they’ll give up on it after going unconscious attempting to follow the first chapter. The information in this book, however, supplies infinite ammunition to anti-immunization activists and its presence in this library is primarily to serve this cause. Thanks are owed to Gary Krasner, founder and director of Coalition For Informed Choice in New York City, for urging this books inclusion. Wilson, a medical doctor himself, who believes in the efficacy of vaccination, provides a full historical survey of all immunization disasters, details the often catastrophic side effects. Downloads as a PDF of 1.68 mb.The idea of doing an OCR on the multi-lingual reference section was so daunting that no attempt was made; instead the references are offered as a separate download in the form of slightly fuzzy bitmap images on the order of a poor-quality photocopy. It is assumed that very few readers will be interested in following up on these citations. To download the references, click here and receive a 1.09 mb PDF. OUT OF PRINT.

[1957] THE POISONED NEEDLE by Eleanor McBean

[1952] The Argument AGAINST Vaccination by Charles Forward

[1939] The Schick Inoculation Against Diphtheria— Beddow Bayley

The Vaccination Connection—-Sue Marston

There is Always an Alternative–Peter Baratosy MB BS  Australia ISBN 0646 222112
Chapter 6; Pt Vaccination

Vaccinations–Deception & TragedyMichael Dye

Now read the earlier Smallpox vaccination books



Heath The Only Immunity ISBN 0646226436 (australian)—Ian Sinclair

Second Thoughts on Disease—Dr Kalokerinos, M.D.

Pasteur Exposed—Hume
[1949 book] BACTERIA INC. by Cash Asher
[1940’s book] The Dream & Lie of Louis Pasteur by R. B. Pearson

Vaccinations, The Untold Truth Yves DeLatte, Edited by Eva Snead, M.D.

Purchase vaccine books:

UK:  The Informed Parent

Micah’s Own Path To Cure; Out of The Autism Spectrum












My initial connection with Ally was truly fate. I had been trying classical homeopathy and biomed to try and help Micah recover from his autism diagnosis at age 2. Through various Facebook groups I had come across this form of homeopathy called Heilkunst. I then proceeded to read everything I could like a normal mom of a recently diagnosed child of autism. I had come across Ally’s book, “The Path to Cure” and read through it in a day. I remember after reading the book feeling a sense of calm, peace, and hope for Micah’s future. I then began to join homeopathy groups where people would talk about their progress with Heilkunst, and one specific mom mentioned Ally. This had been days after I had finished the book, and I knew the name sounded familiar. The mom spoke to me about how amazing Ally was to work with and how her daughter has now recovered from autism. I knew Ally would be our answer to our prayers for Micah.

Fast forward 7 months …

Today Micah is smiling, he is engaging much more, and he is getting healthier each month. When I look at Micah, now, I now see my little boy and a twinkle in his eye. His progress is nothing short of a miracle. He would never play with toys or engage with others, now he is doing both. I, too, am being treated by Ally and am seeing an amazing transformation which helps to accelerate Micah’s progress.

We couldn’t be more thankful for Ally and for Heilkunst medicine. We are truly blessed to have come into contact with her and Jeff.

Finlea’s Love Grandma; Autism Cures, Love and Karmic Closure



“Yes it is you and her together! She remembered that your favorite color was purple from when she was with me to get fabric for your slippers! We had been talking about blood family and love family … because she’s been so interested in who is who’s aunt, cousin, etc.  You quickly became her ‘love grandma’! … but that’s who she drew was ‘me and my love grandma’ lol. she is SO into spelling and writing words also … brilliant I tell ya! love you much!” ~ Finlea’s Mom (Kassie)  



As a result of working very intimately with patients, I become phenomenally close to them.  Occasionally, I’m even adopted into the inner sanctum of their family as a surrogate parent or grandparent (a 1st!).  As someone who lost both of her parents tragically as a child and and also being one of the youngest grand-daughters on both sides of my families, I was truly orphaned by the time I was 17.  


I have just one “Love Grandma” left who is now 88 who I endearingly call “Nannie Cakes” (Every birthday = Chocolate cake with boiled icing!)  An Aunt, by birth, Nannie Cakes recently told me (two weeks ago) that she loves, admires and adores me to the ends of the earth and that I’ll always be one of her favourites.  Perhaps I need to draw her a picture too! We have families by birth and families by choice and in my case, it was clear why this was.  



Good karma is an interesting thing as it can have the power of putting some pretty delicious closure on old soul/spiritual wounds.  I realize the more deliciously savvy I get at healing and curing my own issues, the more I’m privy to deep displays of love and gratitude in the company of others.  This makes my formerly broken heart sing!  When I set out as a new Heilkünstler over 12 years ago, I had no idea where curing chronic disease for my patients would take me.  


It is indescribable to watch someone’s life take on a whole new trajectory in health and well-being not otherwise realized.  What true grace for me.  A pleromic affair of the heart! To actually be bestowed such a gift as a result of this relationship with my wee patient, Finlea (read her story here), is a dose of love and recognition for 20 years of study of Heilkunst principles that brings such full closure to my own former angst that it was beyond my former imaginal capacity.  




Finlea and Graham travelled 3.5 days in their van, White Pearl, to come hang out with me in Canada this past summer with their Mom.


My own son Jordan was severely affected by the Hep. B vaccine causing him to be jaundiced and to scream in pain for the first 6 months of his life, around the clock, and then an MMR vaccine that stole his speech and eye contact at 15 months, causing gut issues so severe he was hospitalized 7 times; once to have the impacted stool manually removed from his colon given that all peristalsis action had been destroyed by severe chronic constipation. If the underlying cause was not cured for Jordan, I hate to think what might have happened to my beloved son.  



imgres-1When he contracted pneumonia his first two winters of his life, in such a compromised state with his completely shot immunity due to his immaturity and several rounds of antibiotics (literally against life), I thought several times that we might lose him.  I’ve never been so terror-stricken in my life.  I made a pact with God during one particularly dark night, that if he was ever cured, I would write a book about it.  


That was over 14 years ago that I penned The Path To Cure  and at 21 Jordan is more than hale and healthy.  He loves our Nannie Cakes too! When I look at this picture of Finlea, engaged in her artwork that might not have otherwise come to be, my heart and mind does a little zing of gratitude for enabling me to find the principles of Homeopathy and Heilkunst Medicine over 20 years ago now.  


I’d suffered horrible PTSD as a result of trying to figure this all out and I’m so blessed to be able to throw a rope to other Moms of babes also recovering from Autism due to Heilkunst.  This closes yet another yummy karmic loop for me.  It is all about the art and science of our own salvation, in more technical medical terms, but it is also about being someone’s blessed “Love Grandma” with a beautiful little artist that I serve in Nebraska over Skype.    


Beautiful Finlea


 Finlea, the artist, doing what she loves best


Postscript! We’re so excited to be able to cure autism in children like Finlea, and others, that we’re  in the throes of re-releasing “The Path To Cure” for FREE as an audiobook this Spring during Autism Awareness Month (#autismawarenessmonth).  You can sign up by following the link above.  Again, the gratitude just keeps emanating full circle!    



Tetanus; Do I Need A Shot?

Rusty nails











5 Reasons I Won’t Get a Tetanus Shot by Holistic Squid


This morning, I was poised to sit down and write for you the best, most brilliant blog article on tetanus and how we use the homeopathic nosode with the greatest of efficacy, as opposed to the toxic vaccine.  The thing is is that it’s already been done!  Emily at Holistic Squid did a bang up job of taking the words and the ink right out of my pen! She even talks about natural immunity and other supplements to support the system’s capacity to resolve a tetanus event in a healthy, non-invasive way.

My blog was going to be well researched, with just the right historical perspective about how the vaccine was created at the tail end of any perceived scourge in 1961.  I was also going to illustrate how vaccinating for tetanus in advance is actually a myth.  The reason for this is that “lock jaw” is in fact a chemical reaction that takes place AFTER the commingling of blood and soil and therefore actually can’t be effectively vaccinated for before such an event occurs.

That is why, if you step on a rusty nail, the doctor at the hospital will ask you when you had your last tetanus shot and then no matter your answer, typically insists on you having another one, “just to be on the safe side.”  The fact that the tetanus vaccine is included in the DPTP or the DTP shot is a mystery to us as it doesn’t have a microbiological relationship to diptheria, polio or pertussis in any way, shape, or form.  It would seem that it is totally out of convenience for Big Pharma to deliver it this way.


Click on the image above to be taken to article that I wish I’d written!