In Pursuit Of Sweetness; How To Diagnose The True Meaning Of Diabetes


If you are getting to know us here at Arcanum Wholistic Clinic, you’re probably beginning to recognize that Heilkunst Medicine looks at all disease matrices phenomenologically. What that means is that while allopathic science attempts to shut the symptoms down through palliation or suppression, we’re all about discerning the root cause and the reason you contracted with the disease state in the first place. Perhaps think of us as forensic health scientists. We feel that disease is not a cursory blip on your landscape, but that the roots should be thoroughly scoped out, not just at the biological level, but also at the level of your emotional resonance with this disease entity, if you will. The bottom line is why, spiritually, did you sign the contract with a disease like diabetes in the first place?

First of all, diabetes can be defined as, “not being able to extract the sweetness from life.”  Whether you’re born with this challenge or you develop the condition later in life as Type II, the phenomenon is the same. The diabetic sufferer will feel that they don’t have enough physical, emotional, or spiritual resources to actualize their goals and their dreams, so they try to garner it from other external sources like sugar. Alternatively, when in health, the individual will be able to effectively marshal their resources internally, activating their true desire function, living a life  of perpetual enthusiasm, excitement, and pleasure. Fully engineered health is an inside-out job, not an outside-in job, so if the pancreas can’t metabolize your sugars, it is due to the fact that you can’t easily metabolize a life fulfilled with generous doses of milk and honey.

Young Woman at Blackboard

© Bowie15 | – Young Woman Looking At A Blackboard Photo

Individuals suffering the “diabetic” state of mind will often display a persona that is “sickly sweet.”  Even if they harbour hostility, they generally won’t risk revealing their true feelings for fear of creating conflict. They will attempt to perpetuate that everything is just fine even when their environment is truly intolerable.  Also, they’re usually well-behaved children, rarely rocking the family boat, and hardly ever rebelling as teenagers. You will notice that they’re the type to  just put up with the expectations at school, as well, struggling to assimilate all of the information shoved at them while trying to memorize all the cold data just to appear as a “good student.”  Rudolf Steiner, founder of Waldorf Education and Spiritual Scientist, illustrates one aspect of the phenomenon around adult onset diabetes as,

“Imagine that you are stressing the memory capacity of the child excessively around the ninth or tenth year of life, that memory is used too much as a means in education. The consequences of this will show themselves only when the human being is in his thirties or forties or even later. Then the person will become either a sufferer of rheumatism or diabetes. Precisely when memory is used inappropriately around the ninth or tenth year of life, then this overwhelming of memory in childhood will show itself later in excessive deposits of metabolic products … On the other hand, when the child is required to use too little memory – when we are appealing too little to the child’s ability to remember – then we will call forth in later life a tendency for inflammatory processes of all sorts. To understand how the bodily conditions of one epoch of life are the consequences of the spiritual-soul conditions of another life-stage is one of the most important things that we must realize.” (Freely translated.)


This means that the way our state-based education system is structured around forced memorization, as opposed to allowing the individual to unfold their true desire program naturally (to know what they want to know when they want to know it out of inner enthusiasm and excitement), causes the expression of disease later on in life.  Another example of this that Steiner talks about in other lectures is that a child caused to awaken the intellect too early on in childhood, will be more likely to develop Alzheimer’s or dementia at the other end of their life.  Also, based on Harris Coulter’s research, the suppressive nature of vaccines will cause cancer and psychotic behaviours, exhibited as criminal activity later in life, alleviating the individual of their righteous discernment and natural compassion.  Literally, their ego (ontic or warmth organism, as per Steiner), sense of individuality, and autonomy is cancelled and suppressed, creating more cold, intellectualized, and disturbing behaviour where natural emotions are negated.


When we trump a child’s natural unfolding through self-learning, cancelling out their true desire program, more specifically around ages 9 and 10, we promote diabetes and joint issues like rheumatism and arthritis.  Again, rather than enabling them to engage with their own excitement and enthusiasm by helping them activate their individual desire program, through pushed curriculums, testing, and exams, you cause them to shut down their ability to derive the sweetness from their life.  The mineralization, usually showing up first in the extremities,  is a by-product of the phenomenon “ashes to ashes, dust to dust” or a form of “excarnation”; the body’s subconscious exit strategy as nature begins to take the reins back.  Consider arthritis in the hands for a moment.  If you love your life, giving and receiving out of a sense of love, grace, purpose, faith, and fulfillment, your hands will be warm, labile, motile, and wonderfully flexible.   The opposite occurs when we’re forced to remember things that don’t interest us, making us suffer feelings of entrapment or wondering where the pleasure is in all this useless memorization.  Sclerotic stiffening and rigamortus (even of the pancreas), if you will, is all a by-product of ignoring one’s true, individual, and ordained desire program.  Heilkunst Medicine is about clawing our healthy individuality all back from the negating forces that suppressed us so that we derive sweetness, love, joy, lability, and fulfillment.

We’re finding after 20 years of research that diabetes is also a by-product of the suppressive nature of vaccines, which alter the development of natural immunity (code term for sense of oneself).  Diabetes is a lack of self-actualization, a result linked to an autoimmune insult.

“Some of the best evidence suggesting diabetics may have an immune disorder include papers showing an increased incidence of classic autoimmune diseases like thyroiditis in Type I diabetics (Landin-Olsson, Karlsson, Dahlquistet al.1989a). That antithyroid antibodies are more common in females, but islet cell antibodies and diabetes are equally common in males and females, has raised questions on whether the disorders are causally related or are derived from common immunologic defects.”


At the early onset of diabetic symptoms, the pancreas will often become inflamed. As per Michael Lincoln, PhD., from his book, Messages From The Body, he describes the pancreatic inflammation as a difficulty in integration and expressing love. Fundamentally, the individual doesn’t believe that they deserve love, or they believe that, “Love is a poison apple.”  They will suffer a lot of guilt and feelings around an intrinsic lack of value. Their self-esteem will be broken due to feeling rejected by their family from an early age.


Lincoln goes on to elaborate with regards to diabetes as a, “Boulevard of broken dreams.”  You will see a deep longing for what might have been if not for all of the emotional shocks and trauma. They suffer a deep dislike for themselves, accompanied by a sorrow and a sense of “starving to death in the midst of plenty.”  Their despair will be one of desperation, demoralization, and depression. In order to restore health outright, in this regard, we need to also solve the state of mind in conjunction with the physical resolution. Otherwise, medicine will just keep falling short of its intended mark with patients and they’ll be left to manage solely with drugs.

Dr. Lincoln goes on to cite that the diabetes state itself, “is stuck on an ideal image of what life should be like, and they feel that their quality of life has been taken from them.”  This is the key!  So many of us in our 40s, 50s, and beyond were raised with shattered dreams as our parents and teachers unknowingly were not wholly versed in conscious actualization of their essential self.  Our broken mentors created instead a preponderance for forced learning, deprivation of our individuality, and squashing of our unique expression for creativity and wisdom.  Most of us felt secretly crushed by their demonizing of wealth due to post-war coupons, scrimping and saving against the debt-based economy.  Most of us never witnessed expressions of utter fulfillment, grace, ease, autonomy, and sovereignty.  How can they have mentored something that they were too suppressed to even know they had a right to create themselves?  They didn’t; so as a result we very often suffered a life devoid of sweetness, maximizing our harboured rage and physical and emotional suffering.

As a result, having been puppeted by disease, the diabetic sufferer will re-orchestrate “sweetness starvation” in their lives. Singh further cites that they have to rear their own selves, totally unaided, becoming “self-made,” martyred in the “share the misery” process. Due to their perpetual disappointment, they become embittered; the opposite of sweet! Diabetics are often cynical in their orientation as a result of the repeated emotional shocks and traumas on their life’s timeline; these are precisely what we systematically “mop up” with the use of homeopathic principles, during the course of Heilkunst treatment.

Due to the fact that actualizing our full essential selves was rarely mentored for us, we’re pinioned under poverty consciousness; idealizing that things should be different. Do you know how many sugar, coffee, alcohol, cannabis, chocolate, and doctor-induced drug addicts I serve?  These entirely unnatural, suppressive forces break the spirit, leaving the heavy imprint on the subconscious that we’re living in a “hostile world” with “fatalistic expectations of further complications and debilitations in our life,” as per Singh. At base, the diabetic actually does not feel that they deserve to have their basic needs met.  Sadly, most of us don’t when we truly study the phenomenon at hand.  By curing the underlying cause with the principles of Heilkunst and allowing for true joy and sweetness to seep into the newly emptied space through conscious creation, the reliance on refined sugars disappears. We can wholly over-turn a soured life completely devoid of sweetness, where control, manipulation, hyper-doing, super-seriousness, somberness, and worries about base survival are harboured .

As mentioned prior, Type I and II, from a phenomenological standpoint, are the same. The state of mind is the same, it just manifests itself at a different time; the spiritual contract signed pre-birth or sometime thereafter in the space-time continuum. The diabetes state of mind is one of feeling “love-starved” with a desperate longing to belong, however, they feel intensely emotionally insulated. This will often reveal itself further with thyroid complications (not able to express anger verbally) and also cancer (the unlived life, martyrdom, and rescuing others to the exclusion of the self). Tumors are just trapped energy walled off under the beliefs and armoring remaining improperly exhumed and undischarged.

Incidentally, you don’t need an allopathic doctor to pronounce you in a lordly fashion as a “diabetic.”  If you were a fly on the wall in my clinic office, you’d hear 95% of my patients cite that they have some form of addiction to chocolate and/or sugar.  Very typically, after serving everyone else in her world over the course of the day at her job, resourcefully providing her family with that requisite healthy evening meal and then cleaning up the kitchen and helping the kids with their homework, while the washing machine launches into yet another spin cycle, she eventually sits down, after a 14 hour day of abject servitude, with her sweet drug of choice.  Sugar suppresses anger.  It is no accident that anger turned inside on oneself is the anatomy of the tumor.  Diabetes is actually predominantly anchored to the Cancer Miasm and in Dr. Roger Morrison’s,  Desktop Guide to Keynotes And Confirmatory Symptoms, he cites that individuals suffering cancer crave chocolate.  The dots actually line up; the aetiology of a true diagnosis revealed.

Source: For a proving of Chocolatum, see here:


Over time, this state of harboured rage will reveal itself as armored, self-protection as the urban hermit or the cat lady, who felt constantly blamed by those who birthed them that, “If it weren’t for them …”, ends up believing that they don’t deserve an intimate relationship first with themselves, or with others. They’ll eventually withdraw from society and others, shutting down any social involvement in any real or meaningful way, ensuring that their vulnerability is protected, feeding it with love-substitutes such as carbohydrates, sugars, bread, and pasta; their body, over time, becoming insulin-resistant.  Individuals living in families will even describe feeling “walled off,” lonely, and isolated. This is the level of root causation that we treat using Heilkunst principles of regimen, medicine, and spiritual cognitive therapies.  What do you want your sweet life to feel like?

3 thoughts on “In Pursuit Of Sweetness; How To Diagnose The True Meaning Of Diabetes

  1. Michel Leblanc

    Dear Allyson & Jeff,

    Hope this note finds you both well and in good spirits. Been a while since I’ve been in touch with you both (since you moved away from Ottawa, I believe). Anyway, I read the above article “In Pursuit of Sweetness” and felt it really hit the nail on the head as to where I’m at in my life at this time. I was having a lot of “A-HA” moments as I was reading it and would be interested in exploring this further with you.



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